Clubbing Day

This morning, I woke up at 12 plus in the afternoon and after which, I studied my work and around 5.30pm, I went to prepare to go Dong house as Jerry birthday which falls on Saturday. (Early celebration.)

At 6pm, I went out of my house to prepare to go and mit Wendy as miting her at 7pm at Fajar Lrt control. While, I went out of my house and started to cross the road, I remembered that I forgot to bring Jerry’s present so I turned back and walked back home to take.

After that, I messaged Wendy informing her that I will be late. I reached Fajar at about 7.20pm. After which, we went to Dong house but she was not in (went back to her family house to have dinner) so we went down to have our dinner.

We left her house at 9pm. After which, I went to Bugis as miting Jenny at 10pm. She was working Paslar Malam. I reached her place at 10.05pm and I saw her packing. After her packing, we went to Havelock Road, Central Square. We suppose went to SKY PUB but there’s a lot of people and no place for us. So we went to NETWORK MILIEU for a drink. Inside the pub, Jenny ordered 2 jugs altogether. Jenny sang two songs, one is Hokkien song and the other one is Chinese Song.

We left the place at around 2am and she waited for my friend, Alvin to come and she left by taking cab back home. Alvin and I went near to Chinatown, 24 hours coffee shop to eat. After that, we separately took cab back home. The fare was $18. After I alighted, I went to 7-11 to buy a packet of Lemon Barley to drink.

When I was about to cross the traffic light, Ah Heng called me and I sat down there and chatted till 4am and went back home. I reached home at 4.10am and went to bath. I slept about 5 plus in the morning.

Miting ChingYi,Priscillia & Christelle In the Evening at City Hall

This morning,I woke up at almost 7am as Tine did not wake me up as she always overslept and forgot to call me.Haha...Anyway,Tine,thanks for waking me up without fail.

I reached school at about 8.05am.It's Ms Chin lesson and the classroom is B2203 but changed to B2205 as the room did not have Internet Access.At 9am,Mr Wee came into B2205 for seeing Ms Chin performance.After Ms Chin lesson,it's Mrs Ang lesson but she did not come to class as she had meeting regarding of the Giodano Scholars so it's still Ms Chin lesson.

At 11am,it's co-op lesson but we don't have on Tuesday as we had it on yesterday.So we went to Clementi Interchange to have our lunch.We took bus 106 to Clementi Interchange with Wai Wai,Hazel,Mary,Bei Bei,Hannah,Tine and me.Bei Bei and Tine stayed at the comic shop at the MRT there while others went to KFC and had our lunch.For Bei Bei and Tine as they had rice in the morning during break time so they were not hungry.

After we almost finished our lunch,Tine and Bei Bei came to look for us and afetr which we left the place.At about 12 plus,I went back to school alone as I had to find Mrs Ng for my blouse for the Giodano Scholar while others stayed at Clementi to walk.

I tried the guy's shirt as the blouse did not have my size.After which,we had our OIT lesson at 2-4pm.

Today,Mrs Tay did not come as she is on course so relief teacher take over and we had to do our OIT Projects for this 2 days which is today and tomorrow.At 2.55pm,I received a message from Mrs Ang who told me to inform the scholars to go POT room to find her at 3pm.So only Aish,Ilah and me went.Kris went back home as she not feeling well.

I was so angry and almost vomit blood talking to Mrs Ang as regarding on the blouse things.I almost explained 5-6 times then she realised it.Haiz...so angry and upset over it.

After which,we went back to class B6101 and continue doing out OIT Powerpoint Project.At about 3.30pm,our relief teacher,Mr Wee released us early at 3.30pm.Wow....so good!!!

We took bus 99 back home and I alighted at my house the bus-stop and walked to 7-11 and chatted for awhile.Theresa told me that her 2 nephew miss me and I went back home first then went down again to see them,both.

When I was about to leave 7-11,it's pouring heavily and Theresa gave me umbrella to take and thanks Theresa.After which,I took bus 98 to Lakeside MRT.While I was waiting for the bus to come,I saw Suri and when I boarded the bus 98,I saw June and we sat together and chatted till I reached City Hall at 6.30pm.June is in Simei ITE,Accounting course.

After I mit them,we went to SMU opposite to have our dinner at Kopitam together with Christelle, Ching Yi and Priscillia.We had our dinner discount of 20% as Ching Yi using her SMU card for the offer.Priscillia and I bought the same food,XIAO WAN MIAN at $3.20(usual $4) and Ching Yi bought food and Christelle did not eat as she was not hungry.

After that,Christelle went back home taking bus 7,while Ching Yi went back to school to do her project and Priscillia and I went to SIM LIM SQUARE to buy her MP4 at the cost of $170(usual $190).

After which,I had stomachache and went to Bugis to use their washroom and then had a chat with Priscillia for awhile.After which,we went back home.I took bus 51 to Jurong East Interchange and took bus 335 back home.I reached home at about 11.30pm.

First Day of Cell Group

First Day of Cell Group

Today, I woke up @ 1.30pm, Sis Jun gave me morning call and I woke up but after putting down the phone, I went back to sleep again for about 10 minutes and went to prepare to go to Parkway Parade as miting Sis Jun at 4.30pm.I took bus 335 to Jurong East Interchange and changed to bus 197 to Parkway Parade. When I reached Parkway, I was late and reached about 4.45pm and Sis Jun was late too as she messaged me at 4.15pm that she just left the church office and was late also. After which, Sis Jun and I went to her house for cell group and mit Yiling at her house, swimming pool as she was waiting for us there.

When we reached her house at 152 Haig Road, Sis Jun introduced her family to Yiling and me. After which, we went to her room for our cell group. Sis Jun talked about Pre-post Encounter-Deliverance.

It’s ended at about 7pm and we chatted a while before we left the house.Yiling and I went to take bus back home, Yiling took bus 40 back home while I took bus 14 back to Clementi, supposely took bus to Clementi but I stopped at City Hall and messaged Priscillia whether she was working not, then she messaged me that she was working and ended her work. In return, I asked her whether she had taken her dinner not and mit her at Bugis at 9.15pm for our dinner at Bugis Food court.

After we had our dinner, we decided to catch a movie at Bugis but there are only 2 shows which we did not want to watch so we walked to Shaw Centre and it also showed 2 movies. At last, we walked to Suntec City to watch 'Superman Retuens' at 10.35pm.It was a nice show. After the show, it was already 1am plus and Priscillia took cab home and she back home at 1.36am by messaging me. As for me, I walked to Somerest to take NR5 back home and when I reached me house bus-stop, it was already 3 plus. After which, I messaged gap to wake me up tomorrow as I was afraid that I later could not wake up.

Few days, no blog

Few days, no blog

Wow...I have few days,no writing blog as busy doing my projects.Going to Sok Wai and Kristine house for RTO and SBM projects.Today,I have to wake up early as I have my C.C.A. outing.My C.C.A is Interact Club.Nowadays,alot of things happen,I even being accused by someone.So angry and stress up...Haiz...no mood to blog now. I'm so hurt again and again.Why let me hurt again,God!!!So sad...

After church,going to grandma house

After church,going to grandma house.

This morning,I couldn't wake up as last friday,I went to Esther's birthday chalet and I did not sleep till Saturday,7am and doze off till 10am as have to check-out before 10.30am.

During the trip to Lakeside from Pasir Ris,I slept the whole journey and when I reached home,after I bath,I also went to sleep till around 8 plus and my hp rang and I woke up.After which,I couldn't sleep and I called gap,Joy and Amelyn.After which,I went to buy dinner.After I taken my dinner,I went to sleep again till the next morning,till gap called me @ 6am and I went back to sleep again till my alarm rang and it was 6.45am.I quickly went to bath and prepared myself as miting gap,Esther @ 7.30am @ Chinese Garden 1st cabin.

During my journey to Expo,I slept again.Around 8 plus,Jun messaged me and I was like surprised and shocked.Mit Yiling @ 8.45am @ Hall 9 and we went in to look for Jun as she has to serve.

After the service,Jun,Yiling and I chatted for a while before going off.Andrew & Jun went to take cab while Yiling & I went to take train.Yiling went back home while I went to grandma house.

I reached grandma house @ 1.15pm and had my breakfast and lunch together.

Early reach school

Early reach school

This morning,Andy(Yellow bike) gave me morning call at 6am as I yesterday reached home late and worried can't wake up in the morning.After which,I went to bath and called gap and Joy.

I reached the bus-stop at 7am at Kristine bus-stop.In the end,the bus came at about 7.15am and borded the bus.We reached school at 7.35am,so early.

During the 1st 2 hours,I slept the whole lesson as I was very tired.After the lesson,Mrs Wo asked me what happened to me as I slept the whole 2 hours lesson.I told her that I'm very tired.

Thank God,I pass all my RTO Progress Test.Really wana thank Him as I did not really study,I just browse through.

Thank God for His mercy upon me.

Today,boring lesson

Boring Lesson

Today,was a damn boring lesson.Morning SES class supposely 8am-10am but it became 8am-9am,after which we went to Retail Stereo for our RTO lesson from 9am-12pm.

So bored lesson and I almost sleep in the lesson.At 12pm,I was having lunch,after lunch we went to class 208 for our EFC lesson from 1-2pm. After which we went to com lab to use the com to discuss abt the face-to-face role script from 3-5pm.

After the lesson,I went to Mary house for awhile and proceeded home.

Later in the night,I went to meet gap at 8.30pm to go Raffles and attended a talk together with Law.

Reach home around 1am.After which chat on the phone with Joy.

Going out with Yellow Bike

Going Out with Yellow Bike

Today,after school which is on Tuesday.I ended school at 3pm but the lesson ended early at 2.30pm so I messaged the yellow bike called by Kristine.Haha...

I waited for him till 3.30pm then he came and fetched me.After which,he drove me back home to bath and then we went to Great World City to have our dinner.We ate Western food,new store.The food is nice.

After our dinner,we went to level 4 to watch movie but the ticketgirl told us that now don't have any seats as all the halls were been booked.So we went to Plaza Sing to watch.

When we reached,we saw a lot of people queueing up at the ticket office.In the first place,we not so sure of what to watch as all was screened at 9 plus and supposely I wanted to watch the show "Just my luck" but it was screened at 9.10pm so instead we watch 7pm show which was "Suprising show"

The "Suprising Show" was tittled "Thank You For Smoking",it was a nice show.We watched till 9pm and after the show,I messaged gap and asked her if her prayer meeting had ended? She replied me that it had ended and they were eating(whole cg,W192 & E392) but sis selena was not there.

We did not go as there was no parking lots so we went to Chinatown to have frogleg porridge. Yummy...yummy...

After we finished,we went back home.He drove me home and it was early so we stayed at my house downstair for a chat then around 12am,he set off while I went back..

Today have 2 test

2 test today

This morning,I woke up at 6.40am and gave morning call to my gap and Joy.After which I went to prepare.

As usual,gap went back to sleep again...

At 8am,there was SES test and after which there was RTO test but thank God as RTO test became assignment. So good and thank God for the blessing...

After school,at 4pm,we went to Clementi Interchange Macdonald to celebrate Mary's birthday which fall on 28 June,her 18th birthday.

After which,Mary came to my house and we went downstair to do her bio-data for the school. After which,Mary and I went to Esther house.At about 8pm,Mary went back home and Poh Cheng and her friend came to Esther house.

Go 2 service

Going for 2 Services today

This morning,I woke up at 7am and called Joy to wake up.After which,I went to bath and suddenly I stomache pain and stayed in washroom.

When I walked out of my house,it was about 8.05am and in the end,I was late for the sevice which started at 9am as I reached Expo hall 9 at about 9.20am.It was already worship time.

After the service,Jocelyn went back first as she needed to go to work and I went to foodcourt to had my breakfast and lunch and waited for Joanne as she wanted to go for 1.30pm and I accompany her.

After the afternoon service,Joanne and I went to foodcourt to have snack and after which I went back home.

I reached home about 7.30pm and had my dinner.I had BAK KU TEH for my dinner.It was delicious.My mummy prepared the dinner and smell yummy,yummy.

Community Works At Meiling Street on Saturday

Community Works At Meiling Street On Saturday

This morning,I woke up at 6.45am as at 7am, I needed to give morning call to my classmate for those who were on duty.

At about 8am,I went off my house and walked to Kristine house downstair to meet her and we went together to MRT station to meet Hannah.

We mit others at either 9.30-9.45am at Queenstown MRT control.After miting them,we walked to Meiling Street,Block 151.

We played games with the senior and encouraged them.We even chatted with them.It was fun,enjoyable and memorable day.

We left at about 12pm and we took MRT to Orchard with Kristine,Bei Ying & Jia Li while other went back home.We went Orchard to do our RTO project and we walked till my leg was in pain.

After the Projects,I went to Thomas Medical Hospital to see Meiling,Sweetie...as she just give birth.

HOW I KNOW? SABRINA MESSAGED ME AND TOLD ME.

After which,I took bus 143 to Jurong East and transferred to bus 198 to home.I reached home about 8 plus.

Damn Idoit

Damn Idoit

This morning,as usual I woke up at 6.30am and did the same things.Morning call and so on..

Today,very surprising,I felt like kind of energtic in the morning.At 11am,there was a talk about the Changi,25 Anniversary shopping festival at the transit hall in the airport.After the talk,we had an interview for those who were interested.

I went for the interview and I'm the first as according to register number.After the interview,I went to access room to find Sok Wai,Kristine,Bei Bei & Jia Jia.We on the MSN and chat for awhile.At around 12 plus,they went back home while Mary & I have to stay back for the dialogue session with the principal.

Before going to Bukit Batok ITE,we had a breifing in our campus.Damn idoit lol..Teacher said that time there's a talk about it also and one of the students talked about the computer and next day,the principal came down that few days to eveulate and they were like so shocked and asked us to like what words to say lol.Damn....

This can't say,that can't say...about facilities of the campus.And other west campus like BUkit Batok,Balister,Ang Mo Kio etc..said about the facilities of their campus and we like shut our mouth...They said about the washroom facilities,co-op irregular timing etc...and we like can't say..Haiz...

Mary & I was like listening till going to explode.I not sure whether Mary do think the same not but as for me is confirm,I felt like going to explode and started to said all *%*# coming out. So annoyed and just can't take it.

Damn Idoit..

Thank God for Your faithfulness to me

Thank God for Your faithfulness to me

Yesterday,I whole day at school sleeping as I ate medicine as I was having fever and my fever is up and down so it's really hard for me to listen to class and moreover I ate medicine too.

When I was back home yesterday,I slept the whole day and Thank God for His faithfulness to me as He cured my fever.

This morning,I went to school and my fever had already subsided.Thank God and Thanks for you,my friends your prayer.

After school,Hazel,Sok Wai,Hannah,Kristine and I went to Jurong Point to buy present for Mary as her birthday is approaching.

Ammelyn came to my house at around 7.45pm when I was about to reach home.

Out with Andy

Out With Andy

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am sharp and I went to prepare to go school.It's raining heavily when I'm awake.I called gap at 7am and then went to prepare my journey to school.Just as I was about to call gap at about 7.20am,Esther called and I asked her to call gap again as I had feeling that she will went off to bed again.True enough,She went back to sleep.

Thank God for blessing me a speedy recovery of fever.During SBM lesson which is after lunch,I felt that my whole body became warm and after SBM,I went to canteen with Kristine to buy things as I was feeling hungry.

During CTR lesson,I slept the whole 2 hours as Mrs Tay was doing role-play with others group.
Today lesson ended at 3pm as my lesson for SBM and CTR all moved up as today there was no Co-op period.

I went back home after the lesson and went to bath and mit Andy at Jurong East at about 5pm.

Andy went to IMM instead of Jurong East Enterinment so I took shuttle bus to IMM and mit him there.We went to the Kopitam to have our dinner.I ate Korean Food while Andy ate Chicken Rice.

After which,we went back to Jurong East Enterinment to watch movie,Garfield 2 at 7.45pm.
It was a nice and quite funny show.Those who have not yet watch,I prefer you go and watch and enjoy the show with laughter.

After watching the movie and arounnd 10pm,Andy and I went for a spin at his bike.We went to Holland Village to go for a walk and at there,Andy met his customers(Zouck customers).

We went to have supper at the Hawker Centre.We had the 'Hao Jian' and drank fresh starfruit drink with salt.After we had finished,we took his bike home and I reached home about 12.15am.

Had an enjoyable time with him...

Tired Day

Tired Day

Today,I woke up at 6.40am as I was very tired and couldn't wake up.In the end,I was being called up by my mum.I quickly called Joy and gap up and I went to wash up.

At about 7.05am,Kristine messaged me and asked me if I'm ready and she had already go down to the bus-stop so I quickly changed and went down to meet her.

Today,Raining and thank God,I do bring my jacket to school otherwise I'll freeze to death... Haha..During the first 2 period which was SES(Selling Skills),I slept in the class as usual.Haha..

Thank God,at last the locker was out and we(R1) was so happy and my locker number is 407 and beside my locker is Kristine which is 412.

After the lesson which ended at 4pm,I went back home and started searching for the web which SBM teacher,Ms Anna Chin asked us to look for the web about Partnership and Sole Proprietor.

Haiyo...I going crazy ah...Can't find the web and Ms Chin did not tell us which website to look for and I was like searching high and low for the damn...it.

Hope I can find it as soon as possible.

At about 8pm,I mit gap and Esther at Jurong East for dinner.After which,we went to Imm,Daiso to buy the padlock at $2.After which,we took bus 99 back home.

Today,Sleep only 40 mins

40 mins

This morning,I woke up at 6pm as to have to wake my gap up and we go church together.I only slept 40 minutes as chatted with Long till 5.10am then I can't take it and told Long let me sleep for 20 minutes and woke me up at 5.30 and we chatted again.

But at 5.30am,Long did not call me so I slept till 6am then my alarm rang and I woke up and called my gap.

At 6.30am,I mit Esther and Long at opposite 7-11 and we sat the train to Chinese Garden to mit my gap at 7am and we together sat till EXPO station.While going together,I slept in the train.

We arrived at 8am and Law was down at the train waiting for gap.Wow...that's early,man.My service starts at 9am lei..Haha..So I intended to walk with them to Hall 1 then walked back to Hall 9 where my service is.

After the service,I took Jocelyn's car to Bedok Mrt Station and took bus 222 to Wendy house to see her baby gal...Her baby gal(3 mth).As for Mandy,she went for a coffee at EXPO alone.

Thanks Jocelyn for riding me to Bedok Mrt Station.God bless you.Thank God.

At about 12.45pm,I called gap and checked if her service has finished and just in time,her service just ended.We mit 45 minutes later at City Hall Control and we went to Raffles City for our lunch at the foodcourt with Esther.

After our lunch,we went back home.Gap went to Esther house to do make up while I went back home to sleep.

I slept till 11pm then woke up.What a nice sleep!!! Thank God for granting me a wonderful sleep.

Going Pasar Malam with my Catherine

Pasar Malam

7pm,I mit Catherine and Edmund at Catherine house which was Boon Lay as there was Pasar Malam.I took bus 99 to go her house and mit her at her house downstair.

We went for a walk and bought foods to eat.I bought Mamee big packet at $1,Honey Chicken Chop at $3.50,Drinks(Lime Juice) at $1.After which,we went to Boon Lay shopping Centre opposite the Pasar Malam,the NTUC Fair Price.

I bought santirany Pad,Honey Stars Cornflakes(big packet) at NTUC Fair Price.After which, Edmund drove Catherine and I to Jurong East as he needs to buy things.We both waited for him at his car and we chat.

After which,Edmund drove me back home and I reached home around 9pm.About 9.30pm,my mummy asked me to go buy dinner as she is hungry.While waiting for the food,I called Yiling but she did not answer my call,so I messaged Joy and told her.And I went down to buy for her and my brother and I also eat some.

So bless

So Bless

Today,I feel so bless as my grandma bless me financially...Thank God..

So good,today sleep till...

So good

Today,so good...I no work,at last as I always have to work on Saturday but today no.The feeling is so good as now I can't always work.Projects,tests... all coming to me.Haiz..so stress ah...feel like can't breath.no air to breath...

Yesterday,I stayed at my grandma house till now and i woke up at 11 plus in the morning.The feeling is so good and so refreshing.

After I have wash up,I have my breakfast and lunch together..After which,I online and start writing my blog..

So blessed to be in FCBC

So blessed to be in FCBC

I feel I wana be part of FCBC.I feel so blessed to have so many sisters caring one another. I still can remember how Joy invited me to FCBC.I still remember when I first mit Jun,Hmm...I should call her Sis Jun instead.That's was the 1st time(29/04/06),when Sis Jun told me that on 23/04/06,Joanne had accepted Jesus in her heart.

That was also the time when I wana quit smoking but it's hard.Till now,I still sometimes have the urge but controlling myself as I wana leave this bad habit away from my life.

I still remembered that I redelicated my life to Him was on Mother's Day,14/05/06. They congrate me and hug me.

Alot of memories now coming back to my brain...So wonderful and it also reminded me of the promises that God have in us,the purpose....

Thank God for bringing all His promises to me that say I'm not a failure,It's a steping stone that I must conquer it.I believe I can do it.No matter how negative words that other say,It will not bother in my heart and I shall contiune to move forward with a positive mindset.

Joy,this words is for you and hoping that you can see.

Sis,thanks for bringing me back to Him once again and feel His Love,Joy,Peace,Hope around me.
Thanks for your encouragement when I'm down or can't sort things out of it.
Thanks for your encouragement when I can't take it...( you know what I mean.)
You are just there for me whenever I need someone to be there although you can't come down.
Sis,just wana say A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU !!!!
I also wana thank God for bringing so many friends around me to encourage me,asking me not to give up.

Thank You Lord...Friends...

Surprising Role Play & Going Grandma house after school

Surprising Role Play & Going Grandma House After School

This morning,When I reached school,Ms Lim,our EFC teacher told us that we have to do another role-play for CTR,Mrs Tay.We were schocked as that day,they told us only did once but coz' of the video which Ms Lim has,the voice is low so can't really heard what we are saying.

But Kristine,Mary and I did not bring down the script.Mary even threw it into the Recycle Bin. Wow... Power,Mary!! HAHA...After our role-play,Mrs Tay said about our performance.

We have CTR progress test in order for others to do as only 1 group after another.

After the lesson,which ended at 12pm,Our group for SBM stayed behind and talked about the Business Proposal which Ms Chin returned to us and we have to make some amends.

After which,I took bus 963 to Woodlands.Reach grandma house about 1.45pm.

About 5pm,Jun ERM..should call her Sis Jun ah....She called me and pray with me before she left for her Honeymoon..

Sis Jun & Bro Andrew enjoy your Honeymoon and have fun.. Miss you and God bless you.

Tonight,I staying at my grandma house and tomorrow afternoon goes back home and meet Kristine to study for out Monday Progress Test,RTO.

IKEA visit & CIP brefing

IKEA visit & CIP brefing

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and today,weather is very good as raining and I don't feel like waking up,so nice to sleep but I have to as I need to wake Joy,gap and Kris up.

Today,we have a visit at IKEA in the morning at 8.30am but we have to report to school at 8am in order not to be late.

We took shuttle bus to IKEA which the school organised.The talk was very fantastic...Their store was Self-help,Self-choice basics.They talked about career opportunity and I was interested in working with IKEA.During video session,they talked about their core value which is FANCY,FUNTIONAL,CLEAR,HONEST,WITH A SENSE OF FUN,SMART & THRIFY,SURPRISING,HUMAN,INEXPENSIVE,REBELLIOUS,FOR THE MANY AND SWEDISH.I think after I graduate from ITE,I maybe wanting to work in IKEA.

It ended at about 12pm and we were being dismissed.After which, Kristine,Jiali,Mary,Hannah,Hazel,Sok Wai,Bei Ying and I went to opposite Anchorpoint for our lunch.Bei Ying,Hazel and Mary went to eat KFC while others including me went to food court.

After which,we mit the malay girls at 1.15pm at outside Anchorpoint,bus-stop opposite IKEA as there was 2 entrance.After that,we walked to Queenstown MRT to meet Juillian,they all and we walked to the LION BEFRIENDERS COMMUNITY to have a briefing on what to do next Saturday as our duty is placed on that day.There is also got CCA points.So good!!!

The old folks over there was very friendly and we played a few games over there like top and topple,think the game is call 吧.HEE...

We are dismissed at 4pm and one of the old folks sang us techeow song.Its was very nice to listen...

After which,we took MRT back home individually...Today,I was feeling quite tired...but an enjoyable day with the IKEA and the LION BEFRIENDERS COMMUNITY.

Test & Role-Play

Test & Role-Play

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and called Joy to wake up as she messaged me yesterday asking me to wake her up and also called my gap,but gap did not answered so intended to call her later.After which,I went to prepare.At around 7pm,I called gap but she no picked up the phone and later she messaged me saying she was woke up.

Today,there was SES(Service Skills) Progress Test.Before Mrs Wo came,I was sleeping as very tired as last night slept only 2 hours.Damn tired...

After which,test 了。Thank God,I was able to do as I did not study last night.LAZY la..haha,but got a few I not sure...but I try my best to do,eg:What is Telemarketing?,3 uses of Telemarketing?...

After lunch,it was EFC(Effective Communication),Oh dear..Role-Play and Ms Lim going to video us!!!We are the 1st group, but we have problems around that but in the end,we started the rolling ball...1st,it was Hazel and Mary which then followed by Kristine and me..So scared and nervous...In the end,managed to finish it..So happy and glad..

I wana thank God as you all know that last week,I can't talk but today,I managed to project my voice and even heard of the video,my voice was sore but thank God as my teacher said it's ok as my throat is bad at that time and now recovering..Thank God as putting so understanding teacher in my class...

WOW....3 days,no blog !!!

3 days, no blogging

At last,I can blog le as recently I busy working on my SBM projects so no time writing blog.

This few days,so hertic and tired...Almost everyday,going to Hannah house doing projects..

On Sunday,I went to service and after service,I received message that saying that the projects have amends and I was like "What??Again??Thought yesterday,Saturday has done finished le?" At that moments,I felt that my stress all has come back and feeling giddy."

After the service,I took MRT back to Lakeside and mit Kristine to discuss about the projects..

Wow...felt like scolding ****####. So tired as also not enough sleep that few days...On friday till Sunday morning,I only slept 4 hours...Damn tired..

Praise God as at last it's settled le.How I know?Kristine messaged me and let me know but I no replied her as I felt alsleep le as very tired...No heard any sounds...Haha...Like dead lady sleeping..Wahaha...

Ok,come back to today,Damn tired and unhappy...Today,actually asked me bring laptop to school but I don't wana take as my shoulders is very pain as carried my laptop this few days...
So during the Co-op time,I went back to take my laptop with Kristine and went to Hannah house again...At around 1pm,I went off to put my laptop back home before going back to school with Kristine.

While waiting for the bus 99,It's already 1.50pm and we are late for the class at 2pm so we decided to take $2.40 back to school and Praise the Lord..Managed to reach school on time...

During the waiting time for $2.40,Kristine was like someone has pointed her laugh point,She laughed and laughed till I said U ok ma,u like someone has pointed ur laughing point.But she still contiuned to laugh....So funny mei???I wonder...

But after aboarding the $2.40,she was much better le.Seem like being cured...Wahaha...

Thank God...

Tiring Day

Tiring Day

Today,I woke up at 10am but can't wake up as very very tired.. After which,Joanne messaged me regarding Andrew and Jun's wedding,asking me if I going not.I called Joanne and told her if I can make it,will be able to go and talked about the venue and time to meet.

After that,I went to prepare to go Hannah's house to do projects.Mitting Kristine at my house bus-stop at 11am but I delayed as talking on the phone with Joanne and also woke up late. Haiz..
Too tired.

At about 2.30pm,then I left Hannah house to attend Andrew and Jun's wedding. Reached Bedok at about 3.40pm,then we took cab to HOLY GRACE PRESBYTERIAN CHURCH. 408B Upper East Coast Road.The fee was $4.60 and Joanne paid.

1st time going to Church Cermony.There is also Praise and Worship,so amazed. Lighting of Unity Candle and Thanksgiving. Andrew looks so handsome and Jun looks so pretty.

God bless them with bliss.

The video about Andrew and Jun individually grow up and how they meet each other.So cute and funny.They first mit at the airport and it's so cute.Love the video,Haha.. :-)

After the cermony,we ate some food and told Andrew that we are leaving as I still have things to do and took cab again to Bedok at $4.30 and I paid.

After which,I took bus 197 to go back to Jurong East Interchange but half-way,I changed at NUS the bus-stop to bus 198 and straight to my house bus-stop.

Reached my bus-stop around 9pm and walked to 7-11 to purchase ALLSWELL STARFRUIT JUICE DRINK(2 for$2).

After I went in,my boss asked me about next week schedule but I told her that I having exam so can't really help her and I left the store and went back home.

On my way home,there is RC function at my house downstair and it's very noise.I even thought of going back home and sleep but seems like NO WAY...Haiz... :-(

When I reached home,instead of going to sleep,I turned on my notebook and started online till now.

So tired and stress as next Mon: Presentation,Test. Tue: Role play. Wed: Test. Thur: may have test.So stress...God help me,strengthen me...

Wana go crazy soon...

Today events

Today Events

This morning,I woke up at 6.20am as I yesterday slept around 5 plus in the morning.I have to prepared my things and went to school.In between,I called my gap to wake up for her work.

During the lesson,I thought I could slept in class but I can't as on Wednesday,I was on MC so that's why I have to do my work and can't sleep... :( After the lesson,we went to have breakfast at the canteen.After that,we went to B6-0103 to the computer lab for typing our role-play and print it out.It ended at 12pm and we went to LT to wait for Hannah,Mary and Hazel as around 10.30am,they have to go to workshop.(Only few is selected).We waited till around 12.30pm then we set off to Hannah house.Ching Yi waited outside the bus-stop for us but Hannah did not tell us that Ching Yi is waiting outside for us.So in the end,we walked quickly to the bus-stop to meet Ching Yi.

We worked the project till around 4pm and we set off home.I went back home first to change my clothes and bath.Around 6 plus,Priscillia called and we both went to E392 cell group as to celebrate gap early birthday.Her birthday is on 12 June.

At around 8.30pm,Priscillia went off and left me there. After the cell group,we celebrated gap birthday and after that,I went home.

Before I went home,Sis selena talked to me and asked me to go back to CHC.I told her that I'm happy now at FCBC and told her that if there's any event in CHC,I will try my best to go back.

Today,I think I not going to sleep as have to do projects and my own work...Going to become 仙了.

Thank God

Thank God

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and gave my gap morning call and started to prepare to go school.This morning,raining heavily...Kristine and I was late for class,reached about 8.10am...

After lunch,supposely today should have ROLE-PLAY but thank GOD,it had changed to next Tuesday and even the CTR progress test,it's also postpone...So good...Praise the Lord!! I didn't even study for the progress test and prepare the Role-play...

Suppose tomorrow there is also Role-play but it also change to next week..Thank God...
Next week schedule will be very hertic and tired..

During S.W,there was a practise of 2.4km,we ran 3 rounds around the carpark.As yesterday,my leg was injured and the last round,my knee started to be pain as the sweat of my leg rolling down to the injured part and it's very pain so I started to walk the whole run till my teacher asked me to run...

After school,I went to Jurong Point to get cake at Banglawang Solo as my mum have coupon...

After which,I took shuttle bus back home.When I reached,I went to 7-11 to buy Starfruit drinks as my room had no more 了.When I reached 7-11,my boss asked me whether I can help her to work as Imah is sick and most of my collegue is sick.

Today,I was so blessed and also tired,damn tired...

5pm,going to Hannah house to do SBM Projects again

SBM projects again

Later at about 5pm,I will go down to meet my members of the projects to go Hannah house to do SBM Projects as next Monday gonna hand in.So stress....

I will be waiting for their call as I'm sick today so no going to school.

P/s:To be contiune...

No school again

No school again

Today,I did not go school as my throat is still in pain.As usual,I woke up at 6.30am and started to message my friend,Kristine telling her I'm not going to school today.After which I called my gap to ask her wake up.

I called her and to my surprise,I had no voice to speak up.Oh dear...I was panic and started to say to God: God,heal me..After which we put down the phone and after some times I messaged gap again to see whether if she has waken up and told her that I have no voice.

About 9.30am,I woke up and saw my message at my handphone.

It was my gap asking me what happen?and Joy.She blessed me with a prayer.

Thank sis.Thanks for your prayer everytime I'm sick or moody.You will pray for me no matter what had happen.You will pray for my protection when I'm settling things with my friends.You will pray for healing power upon me when I'm sick.You will pray....

Thank God for you.You really bring joy into my life.

Hoping that you will see this message.As in my heart,you really a nice and wonderful sis to me. Thank God for a sis like you blessed in my life.

School

School

This morning,I went to school as Yesterday I was sick so I did not went to school.This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and called my gap but she did not answer my call.I called till 6.35am and went to bath just in case I'm late for school.

After I bathed,I called my gap again and yet she did not answer my call and I started to worry. So I called her house but her parents told me that she not home since yesterday and asked me whether I know where she was?I told her I'm not sure and hanged up the phone.After which,I tried calling her handphone again and still she did not pick up and I messaged my gap.I called Law but He also did not pick up.

When around 7.20am,my gap called me and said she woke up le and I told her that I called her house.She asked me why I called her house?

I was shocked and I do explained to her...

Then she messaged me that she dislike her family and I asked her anything happened.She said No and I told her that if she wana share,I'm here for her.

I'm sad as she no longer wana share things with me,this is what I think.. :(

Today,the whole day,I was sleeping in class as eating medicine..

Today,my throat really in pain,so pain...

Haiz..tommorrow no idea whether wana go school not as throat in pain..so sad again :(

No mood in doing things,mind can't work...

No school

No going to school-sick(no voice)

This morning as usual I woke up at 6.30am but I did not go for preparation as I feeling not well so told my mum,I not going to school,not well later go see doctor.Immediately,I messaged Kristine telling her today I not going to school.

At around 7am,I called my gap to wake up as she needed to go to work.After putting down the phone,I went bak to sleep again till around 10 plus.

Around 11am,I went to prepare to go Jurong East Polyclinic to see doctor but the morning queue was full so I have to wait till 1.30pm.It was already 12.15pm when I was queuing up,after which I went back home till around 1pm then I set off to Polyclinic.

Doctor gave me 1 day MC...I reached home around 3pm.

Sick gal no go service

Sick gal no go service

Today,I'm sick,no voice and having a bad flu.Haiz..God heal me...!!!This morning,I messaged Jun telling her that I not going to service as I'm sick.After that,I went back to sleep again till around 11 plus then woke up.When I woke up,I found myself no voice to speak.So sad :(

Today,whole day stayed at home and rest..Should tomorrow again not well,may not go school will go see doctor.Haiz..Again waste $$.

Today,stayed at home doing nothing,just watch tv and sleep.no do my projects..Stress,so stess..

Next week going to hand in and yet I'm not well..Wow...stress,stress,stress..

Yesterday was so fun,today was so tired and stress.

Yesterday was Fun,today was so tired and stress

Yesterday was friday and in the morning,I went to school.During my lesson in the morning, Kristine and I went to washroom and saw Mrs Ang,our class advisor.She told me that I can get my student Ez-Link card.Thank God,I was so happy.After which,there was a concert and Geraldine See,our campus superstar sang us English songs.

After the concert,I went back home first as have to took photo for my Ez-link.After which,I went to Jurong East to do my Ez-link with Kristine as she accompany me.After doing my Ez-link,we took bus 99 to Hannah house to do our SBM Project as have to hand in two weeks later. So stress...

Ching Yi wana thank you for helping us,giving us guidance.

Around 5.20pm,I need to go off as have to mit my gap to go Expo for the Emerge Conference which started at 7pm.CHC organised.

During the conference,there was Kelly Phoon,Hong Jun Yang and Taufik Batisah.They sang us songs and we screamed and screamed...till no sound..

I reached home around 1am and slept around 4am.

This morning,I woke up at 7pm as I have to work.After my work,ended at 5pm,Kristine came down to 7-11 and we went to Hannah house to carry on our SBM project.We had a hard time finding the suppliers...so tiring...

Dear God,I pray that You will heal me...I now have no voice,Lord..I thank You in advance,In jesus name i pray,Amen.

Thank You Lord.You are my greatest Father...

Yesterday,I'm sick

Yesterday,I'm sick

Yesterday,my lesson started at 9am at ITE College West,Dover,where there was a talk by Principal so we have to reach there by 8.30am.After the talk,there will be buses transported us back to ITE Clementi.

Previous day which is Tuesday,I can't take it,I endured very hard as I was quiting smoking.. After which is Wednesday,I mit Hannah at the bus 99 and Kristine at bus 99 also.Hannah was at Jurong Point,the bus came while for Kristine we mit her at her bus stop and she boarded the bus but that's some delay so Hannah have to alight at my bus stop and we walked to Kristine bus stop.

Actually in the morning,while I woke up I was already not feeling well 了 so I took medicine before going down to meet Hannah.

During the talk,I was already feeling abit of sleepy but I did sleep and wake up.After the talk,the bus transported us back to ITE Clementi while we had break.During the break,I did not eat as no appieate to eat so I just bought a small packet of drink to drink and then lay down at the canteen table and slept.

After that,my classmates asked me to go back to classroom and slept.When I reached the classroom,I told Kristine that I'm feeling hot and she put her hand on my forehead and felt that I'm having fever.

After which,my class advisor,Mrs Ang came into the class and told me that tomorrow At 12pm,I have to go Community Works briefing.In the end,Kristine,Hannah told Mrs Ang that I'm not feeling well today so might not be able to go tomorrow.Mrs Ang then appointed Rubah to replace me.

Thank God as I feeling much better when I ate medcine and rest.

Projects coming on the way...

Projects coming on the way...

This morning,I almost overslept as I can't wake up.But in the end,I managed to wake up at 6.30am.Thank God...After i woke up,i called my gap to wake up for her work.

This morning,during lesson when I started writing notes,my wrist was so pain but i endure the pain till now still pain when i type here in my own world.

Today,wow....Projects coming le...SBM project is the 1st one,which we have to hand it in 2 weeks time.So rush...Don't you think so??My project mate are Hazel,Mary,Sok Wai,Kristine and Hannah... So stress...

After my class which ended at 4pm.Sok Wai,Kristine,Hannah and I went to Clementi Interchange.After which Sok Wai went to take bus 196 from Interchange to her house while Kristine,Hannah and I took MRT back home.

Kristine stopped at Lakeside while Hannah and I stopped at Boon Lay.After which while I was waiting for my shuttle bus which came at 5.30pm,I went to Jurong Point for a walk till my shuttle bus came.

At about 7.30pm,I went to prepare my things to go work as I have to work at 8pm.I worked till about 12am.

Sermon is very good

Sermon is very Good

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and prepared to go service.Today,I'm not miting my gap,Qi long to took MRT to Expo as last Sunday,I bought a shutle bus ticket which cost $2.But Sis Jun paid for me.I was blessed...

Today,Apostle Lawrence Khong is back to Singapore as he went oversea.This morning,he preached Jabez Prayer which is very good sermon.

3 things of prayer:

1)It is a prayer of CONFIDENCE IN GOD-Be BOLD
-->1 chron 4:10
-->Ask God to open up the Heaven,to pour out His Blessing onto us.

2)It is a prayer of CONQUEST FOR GOD-Be HUNGRY
-->God wants us to be Hungry for Him.

3)It is a prayer of COMMITMENT TO GOD-Be DESPERATE

Pastor wants us to pray this prayer:

Oh LORD,Bless me,Bless me,Bless me

Enlarge my Territory,Enlarge my Terriorty,Enlarge my Terriorty,

Let Your hand be with me and keep me from HARM so that I can be free from pain.

Deliver me from the Evil.

After the service,which ended at 11am,after that we went to took Jerold(Joy's nephew).About 11.30am,we went to foyer to start our BS.Sis Jun talked to us about Our NEW BIRTH. 1 cor 2:9-10.

After talking about our new birth,we started to pray for one another.I started the ball rolling.I was scared as I long time no pray and indeed I stopped there for 5mins and I haven't even start to pray till Sis Jun have to tell me that I started to pray.I pray a prayer for Joyceline and i stumble and stumble as I don't really know how and what to pray.I only know that I should pray a prayer of her leading right to God...

After the prayer,we ended our BS.I met my gap,Qi long,Esther,Jie Ying,Emmeline,we went to City Hall for our lunch at Raffles City Foodcourt.After our breakfast and lunch together,we went a JOURNEY OF WINDOW SHOPPING...Yeah....

Jie Ying first left us after our meeting for meals at Raffles City Foodcourt.Around evening,Liwei came to Suntec to find Emmeline for her BS.After which,Esther went to attend her friend's party and Law came and look for gap at City Hall.We left the both of them and left Qi long and me.

We went back to Suntec and we went to Arcade Centre to play.I played $3 and Qi long did not play.Around 8pm,we went to KFC at basement and I messaged gap but she did not reply so Qi long call her handphone but no reply so we decided to call Law's handphone.

After which,we went back to City Hall to look for gap as Law have to go back home.We went to Jurong East for our dinner at KFC.After finish eating out dinner,we took bus 334 back home.I reached home at around 10 plus...

After work,study

After work,study

This morning,i woke up at 6.15am as I worked in the morning shift at 7pm.

After I have prepared,I went down to work and started my day working...So....ooo..tired,man.

After my work,I went back home to take my bag down as miting Jennifer to study.She studied her O's while I studied my CTR(Customer Relation). We studied from 4.15pm till 8pm.Wow...can't imagine 3 hour plus of studying sia...

After studied,I went to buy my dinner...while I went to buy,I left my laptop with Jennifer as she want to load into her MSN.Around 9pm,her mum came and she accompanied her to temple.
And I stayed at my house downstair.

About 9.30pm,2 little boys who is my friends came.After awhile,they left.

Cont. tomorrow,ya..

Meeting my Friends...

Meeting my friends...

This morning,I totally can't wake up even I have set my alarm.Too..tired 了. After I have bath,my mum asked me to accompany her for breakfast at 7.10am.So blessed as long time no accompany my mum for meals...But my mum no ate,only i ate.ARGG...

Today,supposed mit Kristine at 7.20am at the bus 99 but i was late as ate my breakfast till 7.30am then rushed to bus stop to take bus 99.

After school at 12pm,Kristine,Hannah,Sok Wai and I went down to Lecture Theatre(LT) as it started at 12.30pm.We waited down there for the door to open.After the door has opened,Sok Wai went home,left the 3 of us.

After the meeting,we walked to Clementi Interchange to take shuttle bus to IMM as meeting Ching Yi at IMM,Buger King at 2pm.As we reached early,we decided to go Daiso to shop while waiting for Ching Yi.At about 2pm,Ching Yi called me and we decided to go Burger King to meet her.We saw our malay classmates eating there.

After finished eating,Ching Yi,Kristine and Hannah went to take shuttle bus back while i went to Daiso to buy things and I proceeded to the shuttle bus back home as meeting Alan at my house to drink KOPI.Suppose today I have to work but I no went to work as meeting Alan.

We mit at 5.15pm and we chatted till 7pm then walked back home.Wow...today is my meeting day of friends..Haha...

Got to work after my school

Got to work after my School

This morning,i woke up at 6.30am and prepared to go school.At 7pm,I called my gap to wake up for her work.

I mit Kristine at 7.20pm at her bus-stop.When,we reached school,its 7.45am.So tired...

At 1.30pm,my manager messaged me whether i can work today?I received my message and replied at 2pm as i put it in silent mode so can't hear.My manager did not replied me after i messaged her.So I called her during my lesson but I did ask my teacher for permission.

I have to work at 7pm till maybe 11.30pm as i was not sure...Hopefully its 11.30pm...

Almost slept in class

Almost slept in class

Yesterday,I went to Marine Parade for a talk about Da Vicine Code straight after my lesson which ended at 5pm.The talk ended about 10pm.I reached home about 12.15am.When i reached home,i went to bath.After i bath,i sat on my chair and waited for my hair to dry.I slept about 2am in the morning.

This morning,i can't wake up as too tired.But managed to wake up and not late for my class. Thank God !!!Today i almost slept in the class but thank god i did not,i tried my best to wake up and listen to the lesson..so hard...

Sleep in the lesson

Sleep in the Lesson of SBM

This morning as usual i woke up at 6.30am to go for my school.This morning lesson was quite ok as i did listen up.Around 10.30am,there's a fire alarm drill in school so we had to assemble ourself at the flat pole.During my lunch break at 11am-12pm,I had my lunch after my lunch,i ate my medicine for the tooth pain and also headache.After my lunch is SBM(Small Business Management),I slept during the lesson as i felt very sleeply and tired.

Today after SBM lesson was EFC(Effective Communication) but out teacher,Ms Lim did not come so as usual teacher left assignment for us to do.I finished my assignment and took a break.

After the lesson,it was already 4pm and today i ended school at 4pm.I immediately took bus home and rest.

Mummy knew me going to Church

Mummy Knew it

Yesterday evening after my work,at about 5pm,i ended my work.I reached home at about 5.15pm.Supposed after my work miting my gap,Esther,Qilong and Qilong's friend at Jurong East but i called gap saying i'm not going to meet them as wana accompany my muumy.After i put down my phone,my mummy said that later she will be going out.I was like HUH...I wana acompany my muumy and she wana go out..Oh Dear..always like that..WHY????

I wana accompany her,she went out.If she stayed at home,i went out...Haiz..Always like that,timing always wrong.

Before she went out,she asked me tommorrow i going out?I told her tommorrow morning,i'm going out.She asked me is it that i going church?I replied her without a thinking i said "Yes". This word is like HUH...Is it me saying out?My mummy did not say anything but she gave me a "SIAN" look.I was like Oh..Oh..Last time when i said i went to church she will nag at me till i can't take it but yesterday is like hmm....

It was like being blessed and now i can go church freely...YEAH!!Thank God...Dear sis,thanks for your prayer that i'm able to go church freely..I wana thank God for you all in my life.Especially Joy Kam Xiu Lin as if not her,I won't be able to go back to Him once again.She is always there for me when i'm down,she encourage me and ask me not to give up.When i have negative thinking,she will say to me can you don't think of that.I remember that there's one time she said that when she called me in the first place i said POSITIVE thinking but about to end i started to say NEGATIVE thinking,this words strucked into my brain cell and i said t myself "Ya wor,why like that?"I wana change it,i told myself.SO BLESS TO HAVE YOU AS MY Sister in Christ.But i not sure if i'm able to pray like last time and also i now not ready in prayer and do quiet time as long time no study and now study is like quite wierd to me.I don't know why i have this feeling.But sometimes in the night,i just read the bible that's all.

So in the end,i stayed at home with my brother for awhile then he went out,lefting me alone at home.So bored...

Today,i woke up at 6am and called my gap to wake up but she has already woke up.After i put down the phone,i quickly went to prepare as miting my gap and Qilong at 6.45am at Chinese Garden 1st cabin.

We reached EXPO at about 8am and it was so early...When we walked to HALL 8,i accompanied them till they went into their service and it was like about 8.20am.I then walked to HALL 9 to the cafe and sat down and called Joy.Before i called Joy,i messaged Jun telling her i reached EXPO 了.She replied back asking me if i wana go for prayer meeting,else will meet us at the service counter but i did not replied her till around 8.45am,then i replied her telling her that i waited for her at the service counter.After message her,i went to washroom.When i was queueing up,Jun called me and i told her i was in the washroom.

After the washroom,i went out to look for Jun.After meeting her,she said that she wana buy ticket for the shuttle bus.I was surprised that there is shuttle bus at Jurong East.So i wana buy and Jun paid for me.It is $2.Yeah...Next week can took shuttle bus but have to reach the taxi stand at Jurong East at 8.15 or early as the bus will left on time.

Today service was very good,Pastor Enguine talked about GOD PLEASER.

After the service,we have fellowship and Jun talked about the old self and new self in Col3:1-17.

After the fellowship,it was about 12.25pm and we ended our fellowship and i took MRT back home.

Today school holiday

School Holiday for One Day!!

Today,i woke up quite early,suppose not so early as today no school but my god-sis message me and woke me up by the sound of my ringing tones.Haha...So in the end,can't go back to sleep.

At 11.30am,i went my god-bro,James to cut my hair.Suppose today went to my god-sis house at Bedok but she had something on so in the end,i no go.So bored now as nothing to do.

In the end,online MSN with my friends and my dear darling god-bro,Kenneth.

So bored...but now at least got some enteriment.Haha..

Sick gal

Sick Gal

This morning,i did not went to school as i'm sick again.Toothache,nose bleed and sore throat.
So i woke up at around 6am to message Kristine to let het pass message to the teachers that i'm sick today.

After which,i went to sleep.

Around 12pm,i went to see doctor at Jurong East Polyclinic,but the nurse told me that i have to wait for 1.30pm then can see doc as this morning has been full.So i went back to home to get my laptop and came back to Polyclinic nearby using internet and wait till 1.30pm.

At around 2pm,all doctors are reporting to thier room.My number is 2519 which is the first one,so i went in and it was a lady doctor.

I had a blood test regarding of my nose bleeding and the doctor told me that my white cell is higher abit and its normal. After seeing the doctor,i took bus 98 back home.

Today,i have 5 hours of break

5 hours of break in school

This morning,i woke up at 6.30am and went to bath.Around 7am,i called my gap to wake up to went for her work.After calling my gap,i prepared to go school.

After i reached school,my class started from 8am-10am(Selling skills),at 9.45am,Mrs wo gave us 15 minutes break before our next lesson started.During our break,Mrs Diana Teo told us that our next lesson(Retail Operations)is cancelled as Mrs Ang went for courses.So around 10.30am, Kristine,Sok Wai,Sui Ling and i went back home.They came to my house and we watched VCD till around 2pm before we set to school.

We reached school around 2.30pm.After our class at 3pm till 5pm.I went back home after class today.Reached home at 5.30pm.

Long hours of break in school

Long hours of break in School

Today,i started school at 9am as 8am class,Mrs Ang not coming as she has course and she told us to report in school at 9am.I mit Mary,Hazel and Kristine at 8.15 at bus 99.We go to school together.In class,we have a new classmate,her name is Sok Wai.

At 10am,we ended our lesson as most of us has finished our work. Hazel,Mary,Kristine,Hannah,Sok Wai and i went to Clementi Interchange to have our lunch as our next lesson starts at 2pm so we have 4 hours of break in between.So good,Praise the Lord. Mary,Hazel,Kristine and Sok Wai eat in Mac while Hannah and i went to coffeeshop to have our lunch.

p/s:Contiune later on.

After our break,we took bus 99 to school and while waiting for bus 99,i saw Law,he took bus 96 to his hall.After our Small Business Management,we had our Customer Relation but our teacher,Mrs Tay went for course so we did not have her lesson but we have work to do.

After the lesson,i took bus 99 back home and put my things before going to meet Priscillia for movie at Plaza Sing.

We watched the movie called "Poseidon" at 7.20pm.

Wow..the show is very nice to watch and exciting.Friends,do go and watch otherwise you will regret it.After watching the show,Priscillia went back while i stayed at Plaza Sing for awhile before going back home.

Going out after school,Yesterday

Going out after school yesterday

Yesterday,i woke up at 6.30am and saw my mummy's room light is off so i went up and knock the door and asked her,"Don't you wana wake up for work?"She replied saying that her alarm did not ring.After waking her up,i went to prepare to go school.

At about 7am,while i still preparing,Kristine message me telling me that she was out of her house and i replied her asking her to give me some more times and asked her to message Mary asking her "has she ready yet?"

At around 7.15am,i was walking to Mary house,the bus-stop waiting for bus 99.While waiting and waiting,bus 99 did not come so instead of still waiting for bus 99,i took bus 198 to stop at the next stop to meet Kristine instead as Mary had went to school early on.

After reaching school,we went to our class waiting for the 1st lesson which is "SELLING SKILLS" but the teacher,Mrs Wo did not come,another teacher came in,wrote down some words and left the class.She wrote that Mrs Wo took child mc and asked us to do some work and hand it to our class rep. and put it on her table.

After Mrs Wo class,is Mrs Ang class which also no teacher but earlier on,she has told us that Mon and Tue,she will not be here.So we sat in the class and do her work which she has given us last week.

After which is lunch break at 11am-12pm,Kristine,Jiali,Beiying,Meiqian and i went to Clementi Interchange the mac to have our lunch after which we went back to school for our next lesson.

Our next lesson is Small Business Management in which after is Effective Communcation before we can go back home.

After school,Andy came to my school and mit me up as we supposed to mit up on Sunday but we did not mit up on Sunday.Wow...His bike is cool man...Yellow in colour.He drove me to Jurong East Enteriment.We sat at KFC and order some food after which we went to watch movie at Shaw in Jurong East.The movie is called "Mission Impossible 3" which screened at 6.15pm.

After watching the show,Andy has to rush to work while i went to Jurong Point to meet Kristine to see Hazel as she is working at Mos Burger.

I reached home at around 9.30pm.Then after awhile,while i was resting,my nose started bleeding again and i have to stop the bleeding.

"Again!God,can stop the bleeding for me,its very painful after which the bleeding stopped and i will feel restless."I said this prayer.After some times,the bleed stopped,and as usual i felt restless and went to sleep.

I Reborn Again

Reborn Again In Jesus Name

This morning,i woke up at 6.30am.After i woke up,i called Joy and gap to wake them up.After calling them,i went to bath and preparing to go out to go Expo for service.I mit gap at 7.45am at Chinese Garden 1st cabin.But as i prepared early,i sms gap that i will be waiting for her at Chinese Garden Control Station instead.

While in the train,i turned on my laptop to watch "Dophin Bay" with gap as we going to Expo for service but different church.Gap watched till she cried as the story was so touching but i tried my best not to cry as in Public.

While we alighted at the station,gap and me saw Chang Han and his friend.We walked together to church.While near the foyer,we parted as they went to CHC while i walked straight to FCBC.

During the service,while pastor preached the sermon,it's touched my heart and i redelicate my life to Him.After the service,we had a small bible study at the foyer.During the bible studying,Jun asked us that in what areas we were struggling about?I told Jun and others that i no smoked for 1 week since my last cig on Sunday.Jun told others about a little things of me and i was shy and kept smiling at her.After the bible studying,Jun,Andrew,Yiling and Joy prayed for me as i redelicate my life to Him.I was so touched and happy as i felt they really happy for me.

p/s:I wana thanks Joy for bringing me back to Him once again and encouraged me whenever i'm down.Sis Jun,wana thanks you for encouraging me through sms and calls.Thank God for bringing so many sis into my life.

Looking at the website in FCBC (2)

Looking at the website in FCBC again

At 10.50pm,i looked at the site in FCBC,carried on with my study of Jesus.

Title:What did Jesus do for you at the Cross?

At the Cross:

- Jesus was punished for my sin so that i might be forgiven and freed from my bondages.
- Jesus was wounded so that i might be healed.
- Jesus took our sinful nature so that i can put on His righteousness.
- Jesus died on my behalf so that i may receive His life.
- Jesus shared poverty so that i may share in His abundance.
- Jesus bore your shame so that i may share in His glory.
- Jesus endured your rejection so that i may be reconciled with God the Father.
- Jesus was made a curse so that i may enter into the richness of all His blessings.

Today,whole day at my grandma house

Whole Day At My Grandma House

Yesterday,i slept very early around 7 plus after i had my dinner.Yesterday,i ran 2.4km in my school compound which meant i ran 2 rounds.After 8 years,i did not run,so tired,felt like no strength but really wana THANK GOD for providing me strength as everyone knows that i smoke and running is a problem as when u smoke,u tend to have no breath to run.

This morning,i woke up @ 9am,actually i tend to sleep more but at 9am,my mum knocked at my door to ask me woke up and prepared to go grandma house.As usually,i lied on my bed for 15 mins before i really got up from my bed...

I had my breakfast before going to bath to prepare going my grandma house.my mun,brother and i got out of the house around 11.15am,took a cab down to Woodlands.

In the evening,we had steamboat for our EARLY CELEBRATION OF MOTHER'S DAY.I ate a lot of food till don't even remember how many rounds i had for it.After don't know how many rounds,i went to the washroom doing my big business(SMELLY).Haha..After doing my business,i contiuned eating till i really can't eat anymore..This is my first time,ate till so full..Wahaha...

After finished eating,we took cab back home.

Wana wish my mum:Happy Mother's Day!!
Thank for everything you done for me.Really mummy,I love you with all my hearts. Muackz..to you,my mummy.

To all mummy,Happy Mother's Day & Have a memorable Mother's Day.

Looking at the website in FCBC

Website in FCBC

Looking at the website in FCBC,i saw this coloumn "Meet Jesus",i was so curious so i click on teh site to open the web and i saw the title "WHO IS JESUS" so i went to click it on and saw this message:

Jesus Christ is everything that you will ever need.
He is:
-your friend when you are lonely
-your strength when you are weak
-your physician when you are sick
-your provider when you have needs
-your breath of life when you are weary

He is all this and much more!

When god made the world,He make it perfect.You and i could have been living in blissful harmony in His presence.But because of sin(ie.a person rebelling against God),we are separted from Him.No amount of good works and religious piety can overcome this separation.God had to intervene by offering us His only Son,Jesus,to pay the price on our behalf.

The Bible tells us,'For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son,that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.'{Jn 3:16,NIV}.Imagine the love Jesus has for you when He left his position in Heaven to take the punishment meant for you and i.

You can be saved from the penalty of sin.Just understand what Jesus has done for us at the cross and you will be truly amazed at how much you are loved.

Long hours in school today

Long Hours In School Today

Yesterday till today,i have not sleep yet as yesterday too worried about my gap.I message her,she no replied my message.Called her but she off her handphone,in the end,worried till. ...

This morning,i mit Mary at her bus-stop and saw Hazel over there.Then we took bus 99 to school and we mit Kristine at the bus 99.

We reached school around 8.45am,and we took lift to level 2,our classroom.

After school,Mary and Hazel walked too fast and we can't catch up with them.In the end,left Kristine and i took another bus 99 back home.I did not went home straight away,Kristine and i,we walked to opp 423,the mac to download maplesea..

After which,i mit my gap at 7.30pm @ Clementi to have our dinner...

Slept only 3 hours

Slept only 3 hours

Yesterday,i slept only 3 hours as the next day have to wale up early as have to go school.I woke up @ 6.15am then lied on bed for about 15 mins before i really woke up.

After i woke up,i called Joy to wake her up as she sms mi asking me to give her morning call.After calling Joy,i went to prepare to go school.

At 7am,Mary sms me saying she off her house le and 1 mins later,Kristine sms me saying the whole things again.In the end,i just rushed out of my house without having my breakfast which my mum prepared.

Today,in school,i felt totally charged with energy without any tiredness.Thank God for blessing me the strength.

Today,after school,Mary and Hazel went off first and left Kristine and me.So we walked to the Clementi Interchange with Kris as Kristine wana top-up her Ezlink card while Kris wana go buy things.

When we about to reach Clementi Interchange,i saw Ching Yi doing survery for her SYFC(think so ba).We chatted for awhile before we parted.

I reached home about 5pm,then tried to online as wana chat with Kristine but in the end can't connect and around 6.15pm,i sms Kristine saying i needed to prepare to go work.

I worked @ 7pm till 11.30pm.So tiring day yet doesn't feel that way.So surprising..

A Day @ FCBC

A Day @ FCBC

This morning,i woke up at 6.50am.I had a bath & prepared to go FCBC for service.I mit my gap at Juro. East 1st cabin at 7.45am.We both went together to service but she went for CHC while i went to FCBC.

Today service is great as Pastor Eugene Seow talked abt Miracles.
3 things about miracles that happen in our life:
1)Available for God
-Always ready for god to use
-When i avail for god to use,He will make ordinary things to extrodinary or special things for us.
2)Attentive to the voice of God
-Ears must open up to the words of god
-Must be sentivitive or aware of God's spoken
-If i obey God's word,miracles will come
3)Must add on His belief
-Must do it if i wana miracles to happen
-God bring miracles to us when we have connection with Him

Miracles are to show who God is

The greatest miracle is to transform life.

Jesus Christ is the same today,yesterday and forever more.(Heb13:8)

The service ended at 10.45am.After the service,i sms my gap that my service has ended and asked her how is her service but she did not reply me.

After the service,Jun,Joy,Mandy,Yiling and i went to foyer for coffee and a short bible study.

Jun taught us how to recoginise God's calling?...etc

After the short bible studying,Jun needed to go back to TC while Joy have to go back and prepared for her mum birthday.Mandy and Yiling also went off while i stayed at the foyer waiting for my gap to finish her service.At 12.30pm,i saw that CHC people were out of the service and i started to sms my gap and even called her handphone but she neither reply nor answer my call.After awhile,i saw brother Victor and i called him and he smiled to me.After i greeted brother Victor,i saw Poh Cheng came out of the hall and i called her to ask where is my gap.She told me that one of the members have to baptise today and she went to support.

In the end,i went off with Poh Cheng to Bugis to have my lunch with her.After having lunch with her,she went back to her office while i went back home to have my medicine as suddenly not feeling so well and cough like hell...

After went back home,i ate my medicine and rested for awhile before going to Joy place to attend her mum birthday.The place was held at her sister house at Pasir Ris.

I went back home at 9pm after watching the "Wisely" show.Reached Boon Lay Mrt,and while i was in 187 bus,Joy called me and asked if i'm back home not.

After reaching my stop,i told Joy that i needed to go 7-11 to check my working schedule.She told me that i can check tommorrow but i told her that tommorrow i won't be able to see.

After checking the schedule,i went out to smoke my last cig. with my collegue and boss.

Reached home around 11.30pm.

My new laptop

My new laptop

Yesterday,i no go school(ITE,CLEMENTI COLLEGE WEST) as not feeling well so i go polyclinic to see doctor.Doctor gave me MC for yesterday.After seeing doctor,i went to Suntec with my classmate as she accompany me to go & collect my laptop together with Priscillia.We waited for very long & at last i got my laptop but have to pay installment of $108 per month.So happy can get my laptop & play...

Thanks to my friends who accompany me to take my laptop & waited for so long.Thx Pal...

Think carefully le

Think carefully what i shd do!!
Finally,i made a decision.I going to break with him but somehow the words just can't say out.He lied to me and i can't make any decision,so stupid,right??I also think so.How ah??Haha...
Anyway,it's already in the past & now trying my best to get strong.
I wana thanks all my friends,sisters & brother who is there for me when i'm down.They accompany me till very late in the night.Thanks alot for your support.I will try my best not to let you all down & will be like last time while laughter is around.

At Esther hse

At Esther Hse

Today,i at Esther hse playing com after supper with her,David & Tommy.They came dwn & looked 4 mi.Now,everyone in 7-11 knws,mi & him le...Haiz...don't knw wat's gg 2 happen tml...

I knw wat shd i do w him le..Tis coming sat,i'll tok 2 him & c whether he wans it nt.If nt,ten we'll end tis relationship...Even i in luv in him,i'll try my best 2 4get him...I'll do it.

@ my dearest gap hse

At my Dearest Gap hse

Today,i off,no working so i went to my gap hse.Later going out with her to Jurong East.I'm confused now as i don't know what to do???Tommy,my friend,asked me to go into relationship with him and i don't know should i agree not?He looks like ah-beng but he change alot le..

Don't know should i give us a chance to be together not?

He treats me quite good..How ah???

Can anyone give me advice??Waiting for ur comments and reply..Thx..

At my dear min hse again typing 4 2nd tym

2nd tym typing

10 Mar 2006,i went to see doc for my nose bleeding so i no work on that day.I suppose on stand by but its seemed that i can't as sick ah...Went to see doc about my nose,he asked mi wana see specialist but i declined him as its so ex.Then doc said i hv throat infection again.So sad..y everytym kenna throat infection???Doc asked mi wana take Mc tml but i said no as sat,i no work but gg out.Doc oso asked mi 2 rest more...

After i seen the doc,i went 4 cg @ sis selena hse.I no listen 2 wat she said as i felt veri sleeply as whole day nose bleed till veri tired...

After seen doc till nw still bleed.Nw i don care animore le.If its wana bleed ten let it bleed till i died 好了。

Tis few days oso kenna short of breath in the nite.

Y wana torture mi???If its tym 2 report,ten take mi go,don torture mi...i cant stand animore...

So hate my father!!!!!!I hate him,he is no use 2 b my father..

MIN HSE

Min Hse

Today,i wake up at 8.30am and lazing ard in bed till 9am then i wake up.After i have washed up,i went to my fridge and opened up and see durains and started to eat and watched tv at the same time.At 10am,i gave min a morning call as have to go her house to help her clean up.I reached her house at ard 11.20am.During the journey to min house,JR called and ask for lunch. We mit at 12pm at Jurong East Enterinment,we went to jap store to eat.After eating,we went for a walk,then min and i went back to min house while JR went back to camp.We walked back home,then min watched VCD,while i took a short nap.Then we started to clean up.Ard 8pm,we went to Mac to have our dinner.Then back to min house and use internet to type my day...

At my dear gap,mint hse

At my dear Mint aka gap hse

Yesterday night till now,i havn't even had a slp yet...Wahaha..going to be "神" le..After my work,i go mint hse.Later we going to have to dinner together.Haha..tell u a secert,from Sunday night till today,my nose still bleed...Can't stand my nose..Tell u something,one day,i going to cut off my nose when i finally find a place to breath..

Yesterday,i no go to work as on Monday,i bleed very seriously so Tuesday i no go to work. Mint & Esther come to my house & visit me.I'm so touched..After awhile,Amelyn & Elvin also came to my house...

Thanks pal for visiting me...

You all are my great pal..

Take care my friend & cya around..

Esther hse again

Esther Hse Again

Now,i'm at Esther hse again writting my blog again.I early on chat MSN with Isabel & Shimin,my gap.

Just wana say thanks to Isabel for encouraging me,asking me to go back to church,trust in Him... Also asking me to change my MSN nick,but just don't feel like changing as i feel i'm useless & hopeless in life & everything i do..

I also wana thanks shimin aka gap,as whenever i'm down,she is here for me always no matter how busy she is..Writing cards to encourage me,telling me not to give up hope...

Thanks friends for being who you are...(This is my words from my bottom of my hearts)

AT ESTHER HSE

At Esther Hse

After my work,Esther & David come to my working place & look for me.Waiting for me to knock off.It's already 1 plus in the morning.Then i go to the bank to withdraw some cash before i go back to 7-11 to purchase foods.After purchase my items,i go to Esther hse to eat & online as my com,i cancel my internet as my com lag.

When i online,i chat with Isabel as she is still online.Isabel thanks for your encouragement.Sabrina,you too.I really happy to know both of you when i first came to Church.You both will be there for me whenever i need help or i'm down.

Thanks Friends...Take care...

To my dear Esther and Shimin,thanks for your care & encouragement.

Your are my forever sis.

Sad Time

I get my O lvl result on fri(10/02),and yesterday,i went out with Priscillia.At night,i saw Amelyn & her boyfreind,Elvin @ Plaza Sing.After which we went home together & they accompany me to drink with my god brother,James.They accompany me till 3am then we went back home. When i reach home,i can't even sleep.2.30pm reach le,i called my friend & asked her to help me checked my result.I was so shocked,MY O LVL RESULT IS SO DAMN F***. Eng:D7,Em:D8,Sc:F9,Ch:C5,POA:F9.I was so shocked as 4 my Sc ah..as whenever i go,i always get my sc book along to study & in the end,i get so damn result..After which,i went out with my friend and Esther,Shimin,my manager called.i did not ans their call only i answer my manager call as i was on stand by on that day.When i was out,Ching Yi called and i answer her call.I don't know why i only answer her call.When i told her my result,i cried.only then i cried out loud.. After we put down the phone,i received her sms,and she sms me,telling me that if i need a talk,i can call her. I feel so useless and hopeless.

Saturday came and i was working in the morning shift,Friday night,till saturday morning,i no sleep as can't sleep.I no cried only when Ching yi called then i cried after which i no cried.Till today night,i no cried,trying my best not to cry. No matter what,i have to overcome it.

Friends,thanks for your encouragement,care & concern.Love ya

At my god-sis hse-Bedok

At my god sis hse

2day morning,i wake up @ 9.30am.I call my god sis 2 ask her out 4 lunch.In the end,i end up staying @ her hse writing blog.Haha...so fuuni hor..

Hmm..maybe lata gg out w her lol..Hee..so gd staying @ her hse,so windy...

So fun although @ her hse onli her & mi...

So gd 2 hv her as my godsis n fren..Muach love u always..

Finally writing my blog

TRIP IN THAILAND

Last friday,2 Dec 05,went to airport Termainal 1 4 trip 2 Thailand with my uncle,auntie,grandma,brother & 2 cousins.We took the plane @ 10.10pm but we went early 2 booked in.

The destination took abt 2hrs.When we reached Thailand,Bangkok International Airport,it's already 11.30pm,Bangkok time,Singapore time is 12.30am.We straight away took our tour bus back 2 Hotel,Name of Hotel is Eastin Hotel.My bro & i slept in rm 2802.

The next morning,we went 2 Payatta taking our tour bus.While we off 2 Payatta,we went 2 places like Tiger Farm,Crocodile Farm...etc..Ten we reached in the night ten we stayed @ the hotel named Caesar Palace Hotel,rm 403.

The next day,we went to the beach to play water.like banana boat,water boat..etc..

Then we went back 2 hotel to bath.ten we mit 2pm,Thailand time.Then we went shopping.

The next day,we took bus back 2 Bangkok,while went back 2 Bangkok,we stopped @ Dream World to play.So fun...Then we went back to Bangkok Hotel,we stayed @ Bangkok Palace Hotel,rm 4017.

The next day,we zi you hou dong.We went to shoppping buy our own things.

Finally last day le,we checked out @ 12pm,Thailand time,then we took bus straight 2 Bangkok International Airport.We took the plane @ 4.10pm.

Reached Singapore Ard 7.15pm then we checked our pasport everything..I reached home ard 10 plus lol.So tired.

Today is my Birthday

My Birthday

Today is my birthday,so happy but oso sad as exam...Haiz..but gg 2 finish soon lol..Hee..

Yesterday,i celebrated with my mum,brother,uncle,auntie,2 nephew and my beloved grandma..so happy,although its juz a dinner.After which,my advisor came & passed mi presents.So happy.After which,i was downstair with Jennifer & Wei Jie playing UNO.So fun & memorable.They both keeping fighting over Draw 4 Draw 2,ten skip or reservse..Haha...so fun n mi oso join in the game..

Haha..

Today,think will be fun oso but sad oso as Ching Yi,they all not free,have meeting in the evening lol..Haiz..

Wat is my wish?

Hmm..

Juz wana pass my Os and can proceed to Poly.All my frenz be happy 4ever as well as my ong-lost frenz.& oso my ex..

Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!

Last Day At BMC

Last day of school

Today,last day of school.Can say happy & oso sad lol...Happy is i can save some $$ on transport. Sad is i have to leave the school where i have to miss the staff over there except my Math teacher which i not going to miss him.Haha...

Today,i only go for Chemistry lesson as morning i can't really wake up as yesterday i sick; difficult in breathing and whole body feeling hot.I no go see doc as i no $$.Don't wish to waste the $$ as doc will give me med which make my hands shiver...

After lesson,i go to the office to say fare-well to the staff over there...Then i go to Jurong East to online...

Will miss my friends and teachers and the staff in the office.

Take care my friends and keep in Touch.Ya...

Today @ J.E

J.E using Com.

This few nights,i can't sleep well,thinking of him.I really regret of letting him go.Instead chosing God.Did i make a mistake?Anyone can tell me?

I really miss him,its already 2 years le and i still remember him.Haiz...Now Os coming and i still thinking of him.How i wish he is by my side now,stand by me.I so sad.Sob sob...

What have i done?Although you see my laughing and sem nothing happen but deep inside my heart,it's so pain in it...I don't know in the first place,did i chose the wrong decision?Am i wrong???

Can't forget him,always remember him,our happy moments...

At City Hall Internet

City Hall Using Internet

Yesterday night,i did not sleep so well..This few days,i can't even sleep well,don't know if its exam stress...Haiz..This morning,i went down to school for my English Lesson,then my teacher said me look very pale,and i told her i no sleep last night.She asked me why?I said:can't sleep! Haiz...Then later Chemistry teacher,Ms Joni also said me look pale.Haiz...

After my lesson,i went to Sc Practical as long time no go le since after my mid-year exam has ended.Thought teacher can give some tips,Haiz..in the end,nothing.So sad... We just do experiment and all things seems up-side down.Can't find this solution and that solution. Haiz... So upset that i feel like going off but i did not do it la as this is our last Practical lesson.

After lesson,i took MRT to City Hall as later i have lesson at CHEC at 7.30pm for my chemistry on Metals Extractions.Hope this weekends,i can sleep very well...

So Good Can Relax

Relax Day

Today,i slept till 1.30pm,feeling so good.But...my mum also taking leave today.Haiz...Can't stand her nagging..But today also can say good la as she cooked her long time favourite CHICKEN CURRY...Love her curry very much...

This afternoon,Tiffany called me at last she called.She long time no go school and long time no news from her.Now at least i know she is here...Haha...

Later this evening,i went out to J.E as can't stand my mum nagging.Don't feel like going out but still have to go out.Haiz...Went to play pool with Jennifer and after that i here online using J.E com.An hour cost $2.50.Haha...What to do,my com down lol... Haiz...

Sian now as not much people online to chat...Haiz...Later after using com,i have to go back to have my dinner and then start to revise my work with Jennifer...

Shall end here...Take care my pal...

Juro Eastwriting blog during Lesson time

Skip Lesson

It's now 12.15pm.I skip lesson to come here to write my blog.Haha...So bored in class...

Last few nights,i can't sleep,thinking of my exs,the one who i went during Year 2003 when i'm in CHEC...I till now still can't forget him.In my whole life,till this age,i truely in love with 2 person,one is in Secondary,name Alan,the other is him le,Jack.

How i wish we never part.I regreted part with him as that time i have to choose between him and God.And in the end,i choose God instead of him.

Now,i really sorry,i want him back...I write letter to him but he no reply me. I still waiting for his call or mail.

How i wish he could call me now.

I cut my wrist last few night back,but nobody knows.only my classmates know and some of my friends know as they saw the plaster which i use. I very sad and don't know what to do?So in the end,i done silly things.Haha...now think of it,it's fun but pain la...Haha...