Last Minutes Yesterday nite,i slept around 3-4am as after my work,i have to go back to study my Chinese Spelling.In the end,i can't wake up for my lesson in the morning.I set my alarm @ 7am then i called my gap to wake up,after that i doze off to sleep.Around 7.30am,my mum came into my room to wake me up.I waked up and even sat on my bed.After my mum saw me woke up,she went off to work and i dozed of to bed again and not even waking up.Haha... I slept till around 11am then i woke up from my sleep.I knew that's the end as i no go for my class... Around 4pm,my manager called me and asked me to work as one of my collegues sick so i have to help him.He is my god-brother.He is having fever and today also Flow-thru...Oh dear!!! Around 5 plus in the evening,Esther Msn me asking whether want to go for dinner and to surprise Min...So we met 6pm and decided to go down to surprise Min at her house but in the end,Esther messaged her that we are going down...No Surprise...Haiz... At Min house,we had our dinner after that we went to her room to play cards for awhile before i went to work and she do her report... We had a great time playing...After playing,i went to work and Min do her report... |
Today,i wake up @ 8.30am and turned on the com to start writing my blog down.Last night,ard 1am,my nose started to bleed and i as usually lifted up my head but it did not go off so i hold my breath and started to sms Mint to tell her wat am i suoppose to do as it's bleed non-stop.After a while,i tried to use tissue to put into my nose and lifted up my head see wether the blood will go off.But it didn't.So i went to the washroom to wash my nose with water at last...it stopped bleeding but i can't breath as the water was insid emy nose.Oh dear!I had to breath through my mouth.After that,i sms Mint to tell her that the blood has stopped and what method i using...Can't Breath Method,this is my own method.Haha...
After a while,Mint sms me again asking me am i alright?I sms her back that i was not really alright as can't breath very diffcuilt to breath and sleep at the same time.
But don't know what time,i struggled till i sleep...
Hmm...Later on going to watch Movie with my darling friend,Peiling so i decided not to go skool as today lesson is quite bored...Haha...me naughty hor...I also know that...Haha...Wow...Today the show is super nice..."Herbie:fully loaded",u all better go watch.Its such a nice show.I love the show very much ah....
After the show,my friend and i waited for her auntie as she wanted to go buy guitar. After we mit her,we went to Peace Centre to buy her guitar.While walking to Peace Centre,my mum called me and say my Nokia 6610i hp is here.She helped me register.I was so happy...Yeah...New handphone...
Later of the night when i reached home,i quickly stored all my friends number into the new handphone.I stored till 4 in the morning and the next day,i woke up @ 7am as i have to go school...Wow...3 hours of sleep sia.Will be very tired.
Last night,i slept @ 5am in the morning which means today 5am...Wa...can't sleep no matter hw i tossed myself or said to myself,u hv to slp.
In the end,i no go for my morning class which is Eng,Haiz.. Again miss tt lesson.I missed tt English lesson for don't knw hw many weeks le...Haha...
Damn shit,today supposed to gif Mint morning call @ 7am but in the end,i woke up @ 7.30am.Don't knw if she late for her work anot??
After i give morning call to Mint,my mum knocked @ my door and asked me rem to go for class and ask me to do this and that.I was so worked up,i screamed @ my mum saying i know all this la....Damn lol...always like that,every morning will start all her words then in the end i can't slp...
But today,i actually slept after all her blar blar blar...In the end,i woke up @ 10am.Oh dear,again late for class....so i quickly bath and walked out of my house...
This morning,so Kuai...no smoke...Haha...
My class started @ 11am,thought i will be late but in the end,i reached @ 10.50am...Tym passed fast and it was 11am le,but my Chemistry teacher,Joni,we called her "cher" havn cm so i decided to walked to the office to hv a look.She was there taking her notes.I apologised to her as Mon,i no go for her lesson as mostly her lesson,i will be there unless i'm sick or overslept la...
After my lesson of Chemistry,"cher" asked me to wait for her so we can sit MRT together...
While waiting for her to put her things in the office,i can't take it le...i took out my cig and started to light up and smoke....Haha...sorry la...Really can't take it le....keep yawning and wanting to doze off....
After we reached Boon Lay,we walked to bus interchange to take our bus back...
While waiting for my bus,i called Jennifer to ask her if she wana eat.But she ans she is sleepin so she don't wana.So in the end,i bought porridge and brought bk hm to eat.
when i reached hm,i turned on my com and then put my bag on the table as lata @ 6.30pm,i hv to go work...
So tired...Don't feel lk gg to work,feel lk gg to report sick but i no do tt lol as they nw short of staff and i can't do it aniway...Haha
After a while,Jennifer called me and said tt lata she cm my hse and i said ok...
Ard 4pm,she wanted to go bk hm so tt i can sen her songs...Haha.....
Ard 5.45pm,i shut off my com and started to prepare to go work.I go bath and ten gel up my hair.Ard 6.15pm,i walked dwn to my lift and off to work...
When i reached the store,my manager called me and asked is it my hp being cut off and i replied her,Ya,wat's up???
After tt she said she wanted to go hm and rest as her leg is in pain so asked me to look after the store for her.
Later of the nite,there's 1 new guy called Nickey something lk tt la..cane to report to work.I hv to guide him but he was a fast learner.Hope he can stay long so we can rest more.Haha...
I went out of my house at around 5.50pm in order not to let my mum see otherwise she will start the story of nagging and i will be the one going crazy.When i reached Yishun,it's only around 6.45pm.After that,i went for a walk around North Point.Around 7.55pm,Sabrina aka Sabie message me telling me to wait for them at MacDonald.So after i received the message,i just went down to Mac to wait for them.
Sabie reached around 8.25pm as i kept looking at my Handphone time. Then around 8.35pm,Meiling called Sabie and we have to walked out of North Point near the Poh Heng Jewelrally shop opposite OCBC Bank. When we mit Meiling and Gary,we sit in the car and Gary drove us to the coffeeshop near North Point.We had our dinner there.
After we have ordered our meals,Meiling wanted to take photo of Sabie and me but i shifted away as i don't want in the first place then Meiling came in between us to close up the gap and Gary took a photo of us together.After the first photo,Meiling wanted another one which included Sabie and me.
After the photo session,our meals came and we talked at the same time we had our dinner.I ordered Ban Mian.
Meiling asked me why i don't want to go church,so i told her i have to work.I told her maybe next Sunday,i will go down to service.She asked me to call her if i go down on Sunday,she can accompany me even Sabie also.After that,Meiling and Gary went off while Sabie and I walked to the MRT Station.
We went to the restroom first after that i called my friend as i said after meeting my friend,i will called him.So i gave him a call,surprisely he wanted to send me home.After i hang up the phone with him,i asked Sabie if she wanted him to send her home,she kept saying NO as she told me she wanted to go Junction 8.So in the end,i sent her to MRT Station. Before Sabie went into MRT,the gateway,we had a small talk...After that talk,i feel better a bit.Thanks Sabie...
After sending Sabie,i called Mint,asking how is she?She said she is rushing her Report and don't know how to do.I know she paniced but i told her relax,take her time.After that,we hang up the phone.
After that,i went to mit my friend and he drove me back home.While he was driving the car,Mint messaged me,thanking me and ...I reached Jurong at around 11.15pm.I thanked him and he drove the car away.
Then i went to the coffeeshop,opposite my block.I stayed till 11.45pm then went back home.
After i reached home,i turned on the computer and started to write my journey today.After a few minutes,my mum woke up and started her nagging again.I was so fed up,almost wanting to scold her back but i did not do it as now it was too late,in the middle of the night...
Thanks once again,Sabie as u asked me to cool down and said not worth it.After u said those words,don't know what happened,after a few minutes,my mum eventually stopped her nagging...Haha....
P/S: It is a day when i won't forget you all.Thanks for being here for me... I love you all...
But later of the year,i became like not myself...I feel hurt as my tribulations were not over yet.It still continue on...I wonder when is it going to finish?I still go back to church but not so fervent as before.
In the year of 2004,i changed from part-time to full-time job in order to make me busy so i won't bother to think how hurt it is.As time passed,my cell group is still here for me,they never give up on me.Although i sometimes no going to church...I really grateful of what they had done for me.I even wanted to set my mind to settle in this church forever.
When i decided to it,my mum somehow knew about it.And she even told me that if i baptise,she will disown me,and i still remember that day was on friday,when i was about to go church.I was bothered n confused,i dare not tell anyone,even my leader and cell group members.It was kept in my heart till now then i decided to write it down as this is the page where i can write down 'my feeling' down.
I still remember during my 2004 birthday,we were in Singapore Indoor Stadium,SIS to attend Weekend Service with Rev.Dr.Ulf Ekman and also there was a carnival going on,at 13 and 14 November.On 14 November, after the service,some of my cell group member and i went to City Hall,the Raffles City to have our lunch.After our lunch,they celebrated my birthday,i was surprised and happy.Thanks for you all.After the celebration,i had to go back to celebrate with my mum.Same thing,my father did not come and celebrate with me.I did not feel anything as i already knew this is what i always get...After celebrate with my mum,sister,brother and my da jiu jiu and some of my mum's friends who i known,i went to another party...Haha...So memorable...
At the end of the year,i knew Sis Lisa went aboard,i managed to get her email address and i started to email her...
