16 May 2006

Going out after school,Yesterday

Going out after school yesterday

Yesterday,i woke up at 6.30am and saw my mummy's room light is off so i went up and knock the door and asked her,"Don't you wana wake up for work?"She replied saying that her alarm did not ring.After waking her up,i went to prepare to go school.

At about 7am,while i still preparing,Kristine message me telling me that she was out of her house and i replied her asking her to give me some more times and asked her to message Mary asking her "has she ready yet?"

At around 7.15am,i was walking to Mary house,the bus-stop waiting for bus 99.While waiting and waiting,bus 99 did not come so instead of still waiting for bus 99,i took bus 198 to stop at the next stop to meet Kristine instead as Mary had went to school early on.

After reaching school,we went to our class waiting for the 1st lesson which is "SELLING SKILLS" but the teacher,Mrs Wo did not come,another teacher came in,wrote down some words and left the class.She wrote that Mrs Wo took child mc and asked us to do some work and hand it to our class rep. and put it on her table.

After Mrs Wo class,is Mrs Ang class which also no teacher but earlier on,she has told us that Mon and Tue,she will not be here.So we sat in the class and do her work which she has given us last week.

After which is lunch break at 11am-12pm,Kristine,Jiali,Beiying,Meiqian and i went to Clementi Interchange the mac to have our lunch after which we went back to school for our next lesson.

Our next lesson is Small Business Management in which after is Effective Communcation before we can go back home.

After school,Andy came to my school and mit me up as we supposed to mit up on Sunday but we did not mit up on Sunday.Wow...His bike is cool man...Yellow in colour.He drove me to Jurong East Enteriment.We sat at KFC and order some food after which we went to watch movie at Shaw in Jurong East.The movie is called "Mission Impossible 3" which screened at 6.15pm.

After watching the show,Andy has to rush to work while i went to Jurong Point to meet Kristine to see Hazel as she is working at Mos Burger.

I reached home at around 9.30pm.Then after awhile,while i was resting,my nose started bleeding again and i have to stop the bleeding.

"Again!God,can stop the bleeding for me,its very painful after which the bleeding stopped and i will feel restless."I said this prayer.After some times,the bleed stopped,and as usual i felt restless and went to sleep.

14 May 2006

I Reborn Again

Reborn Again In Jesus Name

This morning,i woke up at 6.30am.After i woke up,i called Joy and gap to wake them up.After calling them,i went to bath and preparing to go out to go Expo for service.I mit gap at 7.45am at Chinese Garden 1st cabin.But as i prepared early,i sms gap that i will be waiting for her at Chinese Garden Control Station instead.

While in the train,i turned on my laptop to watch "Dophin Bay" with gap as we going to Expo for service but different church.Gap watched till she cried as the story was so touching but i tried my best not to cry as in Public.

While we alighted at the station,gap and me saw Chang Han and his friend.We walked together to church.While near the foyer,we parted as they went to CHC while i walked straight to FCBC.

During the service,while pastor preached the sermon,it's touched my heart and i redelicate my life to Him.After the service,we had a small bible study at the foyer.During the bible studying,Jun asked us that in what areas we were struggling about?I told Jun and others that i no smoked for 1 week since my last cig on Sunday.Jun told others about a little things of me and i was shy and kept smiling at her.After the bible studying,Jun,Andrew,Yiling and Joy prayed for me as i redelicate my life to Him.I was so touched and happy as i felt they really happy for me.

p/s:I wana thanks Joy for bringing me back to Him once again and encouraged me whenever i'm down.Sis Jun,wana thanks you for encouraging me through sms and calls.Thank God for bringing so many sis into my life.

12 May 2006

Looking at the website in FCBC (2)

Looking at the website in FCBC again

At 10.50pm,i looked at the site in FCBC,carried on with my study of Jesus.

Title:What did Jesus do for you at the Cross?

At the Cross:

- Jesus was punished for my sin so that i might be forgiven and freed from my bondages.
- Jesus was wounded so that i might be healed.
- Jesus took our sinful nature so that i can put on His righteousness.
- Jesus died on my behalf so that i may receive His life.
- Jesus shared poverty so that i may share in His abundance.
- Jesus bore your shame so that i may share in His glory.
- Jesus endured your rejection so that i may be reconciled with God the Father.
- Jesus was made a curse so that i may enter into the richness of all His blessings.

Today,whole day at my grandma house

Whole Day At My Grandma House

Yesterday,i slept very early around 7 plus after i had my dinner.Yesterday,i ran 2.4km in my school compound which meant i ran 2 rounds.After 8 years,i did not run,so tired,felt like no strength but really wana THANK GOD for providing me strength as everyone knows that i smoke and running is a problem as when u smoke,u tend to have no breath to run.

This morning,i woke up @ 9am,actually i tend to sleep more but at 9am,my mum knocked at my door to ask me woke up and prepared to go grandma house.As usually,i lied on my bed for 15 mins before i really got up from my bed...

I had my breakfast before going to bath to prepare going my grandma house.my mun,brother and i got out of the house around 11.15am,took a cab down to Woodlands.

In the evening,we had steamboat for our EARLY CELEBRATION OF MOTHER'S DAY.I ate a lot of food till don't even remember how many rounds i had for it.After don't know how many rounds,i went to the washroom doing my big business(SMELLY).Haha..After doing my business,i contiuned eating till i really can't eat anymore..This is my first time,ate till so full..Wahaha...

After finished eating,we took cab back home.

Wana wish my mum:Happy Mother's Day!!
Thank for everything you done for me.Really mummy,I love you with all my hearts. Muackz..to you,my mummy.

To all mummy,Happy Mother's Day & Have a memorable Mother's Day.

10 May 2006

Looking at the website in FCBC

Website in FCBC

Looking at the website in FCBC,i saw this coloumn "Meet Jesus",i was so curious so i click on teh site to open the web and i saw the title "WHO IS JESUS" so i went to click it on and saw this message:

Jesus Christ is everything that you will ever need.
He is:
-your friend when you are lonely
-your strength when you are weak
-your physician when you are sick
-your provider when you have needs
-your breath of life when you are weary

He is all this and much more!

When god made the world,He make it perfect.You and i could have been living in blissful harmony in His presence.But because of sin(ie.a person rebelling against God),we are separted from Him.No amount of good works and religious piety can overcome this separation.God had to intervene by offering us His only Son,Jesus,to pay the price on our behalf.

The Bible tells us,'For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son,that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.'{Jn 3:16,NIV}.Imagine the love Jesus has for you when He left his position in Heaven to take the punishment meant for you and i.

You can be saved from the penalty of sin.Just understand what Jesus has done for us at the cross and you will be truly amazed at how much you are loved.

09 May 2006

Long hours in school today

Long Hours In School Today

Yesterday till today,i have not sleep yet as yesterday too worried about my gap.I message her,she no replied my message.Called her but she off her handphone,in the end,worried till. ...

This morning,i mit Mary at her bus-stop and saw Hazel over there.Then we took bus 99 to school and we mit Kristine at the bus 99.

We reached school around 8.45am,and we took lift to level 2,our classroom.

After school,Mary and Hazel walked too fast and we can't catch up with them.In the end,left Kristine and i took another bus 99 back home.I did not went home straight away,Kristine and i,we walked to opp 423,the mac to download maplesea..

After which,i mit my gap at 7.30pm @ Clementi to have our dinner...

Slept only 3 hours

Slept only 3 hours

Yesterday,i slept only 3 hours as the next day have to wale up early as have to go school.I woke up @ 6.15am then lied on bed for about 15 mins before i really woke up.

After i woke up,i called Joy to wake her up as she sms mi asking me to give her morning call.After calling Joy,i went to prepare to go school.

At 7am,Mary sms me saying she off her house le and 1 mins later,Kristine sms me saying the whole things again.In the end,i just rushed out of my house without having my breakfast which my mum prepared.

Today,in school,i felt totally charged with energy without any tiredness.Thank God for blessing me the strength.

Today,after school,Mary and Hazel went off first and left Kristine and me.So we walked to the Clementi Interchange with Kris as Kristine wana top-up her Ezlink card while Kris wana go buy things.

When we about to reach Clementi Interchange,i saw Ching Yi doing survery for her SYFC(think so ba).We chatted for awhile before we parted.

I reached home about 5pm,then tried to online as wana chat with Kristine but in the end can't connect and around 6.15pm,i sms Kristine saying i needed to prepare to go work.

I worked @ 7pm till 11.30pm.So tiring day yet doesn't feel that way.So surprising..

08 May 2006

A Day @ FCBC

A Day @ FCBC

This morning,i woke up at 6.50am.I had a bath & prepared to go FCBC for service.I mit my gap at Juro. East 1st cabin at 7.45am.We both went together to service but she went for CHC while i went to FCBC.

Today service is great as Pastor Eugene Seow talked abt Miracles.
3 things about miracles that happen in our life:
1)Available for God
-Always ready for god to use
-When i avail for god to use,He will make ordinary things to extrodinary or special things for us.
2)Attentive to the voice of God
-Ears must open up to the words of god
-Must be sentivitive or aware of God's spoken
-If i obey God's word,miracles will come
3)Must add on His belief
-Must do it if i wana miracles to happen
-God bring miracles to us when we have connection with Him

Miracles are to show who God is

The greatest miracle is to transform life.

Jesus Christ is the same today,yesterday and forever more.(Heb13:8)

The service ended at 10.45am.After the service,i sms my gap that my service has ended and asked her how is her service but she did not reply me.

After the service,Jun,Joy,Mandy,Yiling and i went to foyer for coffee and a short bible study.

Jun taught us how to recoginise God's calling?...etc

After the short bible studying,Jun needed to go back to TC while Joy have to go back and prepared for her mum birthday.Mandy and Yiling also went off while i stayed at the foyer waiting for my gap to finish her service.At 12.30pm,i saw that CHC people were out of the service and i started to sms my gap and even called her handphone but she neither reply nor answer my call.After awhile,i saw brother Victor and i called him and he smiled to me.After i greeted brother Victor,i saw Poh Cheng came out of the hall and i called her to ask where is my gap.She told me that one of the members have to baptise today and she went to support.

In the end,i went off with Poh Cheng to Bugis to have my lunch with her.After having lunch with her,she went back to her office while i went back home to have my medicine as suddenly not feeling so well and cough like hell...

After went back home,i ate my medicine and rested for awhile before going to Joy place to attend her mum birthday.The place was held at her sister house at Pasir Ris.

I went back home at 9pm after watching the "Wisely" show.Reached Boon Lay Mrt,and while i was in 187 bus,Joy called me and asked if i'm back home not.

After reaching my stop,i told Joy that i needed to go 7-11 to check my working schedule.She told me that i can check tommorrow but i told her that tommorrow i won't be able to see.

After checking the schedule,i went out to smoke my last cig. with my collegue and boss.

Reached home around 11.30pm.

06 May 2006

My new laptop

My new laptop

Yesterday,i no go school(ITE,CLEMENTI COLLEGE WEST) as not feeling well so i go polyclinic to see doctor.Doctor gave me MC for yesterday.After seeing doctor,i went to Suntec with my classmate as she accompany me to go & collect my laptop together with Priscillia.We waited for very long & at last i got my laptop but have to pay installment of $108 per month.So happy can get my laptop & play...

Thanks to my friends who accompany me to take my laptop & waited for so long.Thx Pal...

12 April 2006

Think carefully le

Think carefully what i shd do!!
Finally,i made a decision.I going to break with him but somehow the words just can't say out.He lied to me and i can't make any decision,so stupid,right??I also think so.How ah??Haha...
Anyway,it's already in the past & now trying my best to get strong.
I wana thanks all my friends,sisters & brother who is there for me when i'm down.They accompany me till very late in the night.Thanks alot for your support.I will try my best not to let you all down & will be like last time while laughter is around.

07 April 2006

At Esther hse

At Esther Hse
Today,i at Esther hse playing com after supper with her,David & Tommy.They came dwn & looked 4 mi.Now,everyone in 7-11 knws,mi & him le...Haiz...don't knw wat's gg 2 happen tml...
I knw wat shd i do w him le..Tis coming sat,i'll tok 2 him & c whether he wans it nt.If nt,ten we'll end tis relationship...Even i in luv in him,i'll try my best 2 4get him...I'll do it.

29 March 2006

@ my dearest gap hse

At my Dearest Gap hse
Today,i off,no working so i went to my gap hse.Later going out with her to Jurong East.I'm confused now as i don't know what to do???Tommy,my friend,asked me to go into relationship with him and i don't know should i agree not?He looks like ah-beng but he change alot le..
Don't know should i give us a chance to be together not?
He treats me quite good..How ah???
Can anyone give me advice??Waiting for ur comments and reply..Thx..

23 March 2006

At my dear min hse again typing 4 2nd tym

2nd tym typing
10 Mar 2006,i went to see doc for my nose bleeding so i no work on that day.I suppose on stand by but its seemed that i can't as sick ah...Went to see doc about my nose,he asked mi wana see specialist but i declined him as its so ex.Then doc said i hv throat infection again.So sad..y everytym kenna throat infection???Doc asked mi wana take Mc tml but i said no as sat,i no work but gg out.Doc oso asked mi 2 rest more...
After i seen the doc,i went 4 cg @ sis selena hse.I no listen 2 wat she said as i felt veri sleeply as whole day nose bleed till veri tired...
After seen doc till nw still bleed.Nw i don care animore le.If its wana bleed ten let it bleed till i died 好了
Tis few days oso kenna short of breath in the nite.
Y wana torture mi???If its tym 2 report,ten take mi go,don torture mi...i cant stand animore...
So hate my father!!!!!!I hate him,he is no use 2 b my father..

MIN HSE

Min Hse
Today,i wake up at 8.30am and lazing ard in bed till 9am then i wake up.After i have washed up,i went to my fridge and opened up and see durains and started to eat and watched tv at the same time.At 10am,i gave min a morning call as have to go her house to help her clean up.I reached her house at ard 11.20am.During the journey to min house,JR called and ask for lunch. We mit at 12pm at Jurong East Enterinment,we went to jap store to eat.After eating,we went for a walk,then min and i went back to min house while JR went back to camp.We walked back home,then min watched VCD,while i took a short nap.Then we started to clean up.Ard 8pm,we went to Mac to have our dinner.Then back to min house and use internet to type my day...

08 March 2006

At my dear gap,mint hse

At my dear Mint aka gap hse
Yesterday night till now,i havn't even had a slp yet...Wahaha..going to be "神" le..After my work,i go mint hse.Later we going to have to dinner together.Haha..tell u a secert,from Sunday night till today,my nose still bleed...Can't stand my nose..Tell u something,one day,i going to cut off my nose when i finally find a place to breath..
Yesterday,i no go to work as on Monday,i bleed very seriously so Tuesday i no go to work. Mint & Esther come to my house & visit me.I'm so touched..After awhile,Amelyn & Elvin also came to my house...
Thanks pal for visiting me...
You all are my great pal..
Take care my friend & cya around..

02 March 2006

Esther hse again

Esther Hse Again
Now,i'm at Esther hse again writting my blog again.I early on chat MSN with Isabel & Shimin,my gap.
Just wana say thanks to Isabel for encouraging me,asking me to go back to church,trust in Him... Also asking me to change my MSN nick,but just don't feel like changing as i feel i'm useless & hopeless in life & everything i do..
I also wana thanks shimin aka gap,as whenever i'm down,she is here for me always no matter how busy she is..Writing cards to encourage me,telling me not to give up hope...
Thanks friends for being who you are...(This is my words from my bottom of my hearts)

16 February 2006

AT ESTHER HSE

At Esther Hse
After my work,Esther & David come to my working place & look for me.Waiting for me to knock off.It's already 1 plus in the morning.Then i go to the bank to withdraw some cash before i go back to 7-11 to purchase foods.After purchase my items,i go to Esther hse to eat & online as my com,i cancel my internet as my com lag.
When i online,i chat with Isabel as she is still online.Isabel thanks for your encouragement.Sabrina,you too.I really happy to know both of you when i first came to Church.You both will be there for me whenever i need help or i'm down.
Thanks Friends...Take care...
To my dear Esther and Shimin,thanks for your care & encouragement.
Your are my forever sis.

12 February 2006

Sad Time

I get my O lvl result on fri(10/02),and yesterday,i went out with Priscillia.At night,i saw Amelyn & her boyfreind,Elvin @ Plaza Sing.After which we went home together & they accompany me to drink with my god brother,James.They accompany me till 3am then we went back home. When i reach home,i can't even sleep.2.30pm reach le,i called my friend & asked her to help me checked my result.I was so shocked,MY O LVL RESULT IS SO DAMN F***. Eng:D7,Em:D8,Sc:F9,Ch:C5,POA:F9.I was so shocked as 4 my Sc ah..as whenever i go,i always get my sc book along to study & in the end,i get so damn result..After which,i went out with my friend and Esther,Shimin,my manager called.i did not ans their call only i answer my manager call as i was on stand by on that day.When i was out,Ching Yi called and i answer her call.I don't know why i only answer her call.When i told her my result,i cried.only then i cried out loud.. After we put down the phone,i received her sms,and she sms me,telling me that if i need a talk,i can call her. I feel so useless and hopeless.

Saturday came and i was working in the morning shift,Friday night,till saturday morning,i no sleep as can't sleep.I no cried only when Ching yi called then i cried after which i no cried.Till today night,i no cried,trying my best not to cry. No matter what,i have to overcome it.

Friends,thanks for your encouragement,care & concern.Love ya

15 December 2005

At my god-sis hse-Bedok

At my god sis hse
2day morning,i wake up @ 9.30am.I call my god sis 2 ask her out 4 lunch.In the end,i end up staying @ her hse writing blog.Haha...so fuuni hor..
Hmm..maybe lata gg out w her lol..Hee..so gd staying @ her hse,so windy...
So fun although @ her hse onli her & mi...
So gd 2 hv her as my godsis n fren..Muach love u always..

12 December 2005

Finally writing my blog

TRIP IN THAILAND
Last friday,2 Dec 05,went to airport Termainal 1 4 trip 2 Thailand with my uncle,auntie,grandma,brother & 2 cousins.We took the plane @ 10.10pm but we went early 2 booked in.
The destination took abt 2hrs.When we reached Thailand,Bangkok International Airport,it's already 11.30pm,Bangkok time,Singapore time is 12.30am.We straight away took our tour bus back 2 Hotel,Name of Hotel is Eastin Hotel.My bro & i slept in rm 2802.
The next morning,we went 2 Payatta taking our tour bus.While we off 2 Payatta,we went 2 places like Tiger Farm,Crocodile Farm...etc..Ten we reached in the night ten we stayed @ the hotel named Caesar Palace Hotel,rm 403.
The next day,we went to the beach to play water.like banana boat,water boat..etc..
Then we went back 2 hotel to bath.ten we mit 2pm,Thailand time.Then we went shopping.
The next day,we took bus back 2 Bangkok,while went back 2 Bangkok,we stopped @ Dream World to play.So fun...Then we went back to Bangkok Hotel,we stayed @ Bangkok Palace Hotel,rm 4017.
The next day,we zi you hou dong.We went to shoppping buy our own things.
Finally last day le,we checked out @ 12pm,Thailand time,then we took bus straight 2 Bangkok International Airport.We took the plane @ 4.10pm.
Reached Singapore Ard 7.15pm then we checked our pasport everything..I reached home ard 10 plus lol.So tired.