Should I forgive her?

Should I forgive her?

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and went to prepare to go school.Today,not feeling so well as last Saturday,whole night having diarrhea.No strength for the yesterday.

Yesterday evening,my leader,Jun called me and asked me how am I feeling?& what am I doing? I replied her that I was playing com game.And she was surprised and I told her I just woke up and started to play.She asked me not to see com for so long and rest well.After about half an hour,I off my com and went back to rest.So 乖 hor..Haha..不要脸！！哈哈。。。

Today,after lunch,she came up to me and apologise to me with a drink and I rejected her drink. I felt that she need people to tell her what to do?I don't like it lol.I don't like to force people of what they don't wana do lol.If she is sincere and wana this relationship,she will do it even without people asking her lol.

I just felt that she is not sincere at all.All things just wana people ask her to do then she will do. If not,she will just turned her back to us and see..What does it mean by that?

She is Christian and I'm also.That doesn't mean oh i see,so forgive her.No way,this is not my pattern. And moreover,I broke my record le.Most people did this to me and you know what I will do?I will just ignore them and won't talked to them and walk off but as for her,I did not do it,I still talked to her but ONLY for projects that's all.

Is it that I am christian,easily to be bullied?????I know that we should love our enemy as our neighbour but she really hurt me too deep le.Saying things that I did not say.If she wana this relationship,in the first place,why she did it??Is it I look like easily bullied??

Why must she apologise after 1 week of school reopen then said?Is it that you all tell her what to do?During the holiday,I even online and she didn't even say sorry to me.but my friend,she do say so.Why???? Is it that my face say I can be bullied!!!

I just hate this feeling...So please don't force her if she don't wana say...

She email me and said that she is sorry and she is in the wrong of telling my friend the wrong info about the project, and didn't say sorry at that time.She ask me whether I can forgive her and be friends again?She say that 'what you want me to do to seek forgiveness...?kneel down before everyone and seek your forgiveness?What you want me to do?as a christian we should not hold grudges...everybody will do wrong...I know I that time hurt u very badly.. please forgive me..I won't do that again...it won't happen again..can we be friends again,please??'

What should I do?I see her,the incident just came into my mind and it made me very pissed off...I don't know what to do?

Anyone can tell me what to do?If you will me,will you forgive her?I need some opinion from you all,thanks alot.

Diarrhea

Diarrhea

Today, I did not go to church for service as I’m having diarrhea yesterday night till this morning. Then I found my medicine and ate it. After that, I went back to sleep.

This whole Sunday, I felt very uneasy as not really in good condition, stomach pain and felt sleepy. God, come and heal me!! Heal your child. Amen!!

Charity Walk

Charity Walk

This morning, I woke up at 6.45 am and started to go and prepared to go to the Padang; 政府大厦 for the ‘Charity Walk in colliabliation with the National Day. I mit my sis, Yvonne at Redhill Mrt 1st cabin. When we reached City Hall, we are late but the event started at about 7.30 am. After which, I mit Jun, Andrew and Hiliary at Padang. We walked the red route which was shorter route with the disable people.
After the event which ended at 11 am, Yvonne and I went to Suntec while others went back. We walked and shopping. At about 2.45 pm, we left Suntec and Yvonne went back home while I went to Jun place for cell group. I reached about 3.45 pm.
Yiling today not coming as she was down with flu, Joanne miting her friends at Sentosa, Jocelyn had to work.
Yuting and I were in the cell group and Jun preached the message called 'Prayer'. How to pray?, Areas of our needs (Matthew 6:1-15) and the full Armor of God.(Ephesians 6:10-17). After the cell group, Yuting and I went back. Yuting went to the library while I went back home. Reached home around 9 pm.

Bursting Day

Bursting day

This morning, I woke up at 8am and very tired but I promised my mum that I will accompanied her in the morning to NTU for her interview.

We left our house at 9.30am and we took bus 198 to Jurong Point then transfer bus 179 to NTU.

After her interview, we took bus 179 back to Jurong Point and went to NTUC Fair Price to buy things. After which, we went to KFC and had our breakfast. We ordered the new dish called ‘Chicken Chop meal’ set which cost $5.95 each. After our breakfast, we took bus 198 back home. Reach home at 12.30pm and I went to washroom and left house as miting Joanne at 3pm at Katong shopping centre for lunch. I took bus 99 to Clementi and transferred bus 14 to Katong shopping centre. While in the bus, Kristine called me and talked about the RTO presentation which Hannah sent her and making Kristine and I going to burst.

After which, Joanne and I went to have our lunch and went to Jun place for our cell group. Jun fetched us to her house at Katong shopping centre with Yuting together.

Jun talked about the last pre-post encounter, the power of God’s word. 2 tim3:16-17.
Jun also taught us of “TIGF” means “Today, I put God first.” We ended our cell at about 6 plus in the evening and left her place quite early.

After that, Yuting and meiqin went to Parkway while Yiling went back home by taking bus 40 and as for Joanne and me, we took bus 12 to Suntec City. We had window shopping as I felt very stress and wanted to distress myself and Joanne accompanied me.

Thanks Joanne for accompany me to walk and walk even you don’t like to walk. Really appreciated you as my sista and thank God for putting you in my life.

I reached home at 11pm and went to change and went down-stair to connect to Internet as my room, there was no connection. I stayed till 2am then went back home, messaged Joy and bath.

Clubbing Day

This morning, I woke up at 12 plus in the afternoon and after which, I studied my work and around 5.30pm, I went to prepare to go Dong house as Jerry birthday which falls on Saturday. (Early celebration.)

At 6pm, I went out of my house to prepare to go and mit Wendy as miting her at 7pm at Fajar Lrt control. While, I went out of my house and started to cross the road, I remembered that I forgot to bring Jerry’s present so I turned back and walked back home to take.

After that, I messaged Wendy informing her that I will be late. I reached Fajar at about 7.20pm. After which, we went to Dong house but she was not in (went back to her family house to have dinner) so we went down to have our dinner.

We left her house at 9pm. After which, I went to Bugis as miting Jenny at 10pm. She was working Paslar Malam. I reached her place at 10.05pm and I saw her packing. After her packing, we went to Havelock Road, Central Square. We suppose went to SKY PUB but there’s a lot of people and no place for us. So we went to NETWORK MILIEU for a drink. Inside the pub, Jenny ordered 2 jugs altogether. Jenny sang two songs, one is Hokkien song and the other one is Chinese Song.

We left the place at around 2am and she waited for my friend, Alvin to come and she left by taking cab back home. Alvin and I went near to Chinatown, 24 hours coffee shop to eat. After that, we separately took cab back home. The fare was $18. After I alighted, I went to 7-11 to buy a packet of Lemon Barley to drink.

When I was about to cross the traffic light, Ah Heng called me and I sat down there and chatted till 4am and went back home. I reached home at 4.10am and went to bath. I slept about 5 plus in the morning.

Miting ChingYi,Priscillia & Christelle In the Evening at City Hall

This morning,I woke up at almost 7am as Tine did not wake me up as she always overslept and forgot to call me.Haha...Anyway,Tine,thanks for waking me up without fail.

I reached school at about 8.05am.It's Ms Chin lesson and the classroom is B2203 but changed to B2205 as the room did not have Internet Access.At 9am,Mr Wee came into B2205 for seeing Ms Chin performance.After Ms Chin lesson,it's Mrs Ang lesson but she did not come to class as she had meeting regarding of the Giodano Scholars so it's still Ms Chin lesson.

At 11am,it's co-op lesson but we don't have on Tuesday as we had it on yesterday.So we went to Clementi Interchange to have our lunch.We took bus 106 to Clementi Interchange with Wai Wai,Hazel,Mary,Bei Bei,Hannah,Tine and me.Bei Bei and Tine stayed at the comic shop at the MRT there while others went to KFC and had our lunch.For Bei Bei and Tine as they had rice in the morning during break time so they were not hungry.

After we almost finished our lunch,Tine and Bei Bei came to look for us and afetr which we left the place.At about 12 plus,I went back to school alone as I had to find Mrs Ng for my blouse for the Giodano Scholar while others stayed at Clementi to walk.

I tried the guy's shirt as the blouse did not have my size.After which,we had our OIT lesson at 2-4pm.

Today,Mrs Tay did not come as she is on course so relief teacher take over and we had to do our OIT Projects for this 2 days which is today and tomorrow.At 2.55pm,I received a message from Mrs Ang who told me to inform the scholars to go POT room to find her at 3pm.So only Aish,Ilah and me went.Kris went back home as she not feeling well.

I was so angry and almost vomit blood talking to Mrs Ang as regarding on the blouse things.I almost explained 5-6 times then she realised it.Haiz...so angry and upset over it.

After which,we went back to class B6101 and continue doing out OIT Powerpoint Project.At about 3.30pm,our relief teacher,Mr Wee released us early at 3.30pm.Wow....so good!!!

We took bus 99 back home and I alighted at my house the bus-stop and walked to 7-11 and chatted for awhile.Theresa told me that her 2 nephew miss me and I went back home first then went down again to see them,both.

When I was about to leave 7-11,it's pouring heavily and Theresa gave me umbrella to take and thanks Theresa.After which,I took bus 98 to Lakeside MRT.While I was waiting for the bus to come,I saw Suri and when I boarded the bus 98,I saw June and we sat together and chatted till I reached City Hall at 6.30pm.June is in Simei ITE,Accounting course.

After I mit them,we went to SMU opposite to have our dinner at Kopitam together with Christelle, Ching Yi and Priscillia.We had our dinner discount of 20% as Ching Yi using her SMU card for the offer.Priscillia and I bought the same food,XIAO WAN MIAN at $3.20(usual $4) and Ching Yi bought food and Christelle did not eat as she was not hungry.

After that,Christelle went back home taking bus 7,while Ching Yi went back to school to do her project and Priscillia and I went to SIM LIM SQUARE to buy her MP4 at the cost of $170(usual $190).

After which,I had stomachache and went to Bugis to use their washroom and then had a chat with Priscillia for awhile.After which,we went back home.I took bus 51 to Jurong East Interchange and took bus 335 back home.I reached home at about 11.30pm.

First Day of Cell Group

First Day of Cell Group

Today, I woke up @ 1.30pm, Sis Jun gave me morning call and I woke up but after putting down the phone, I went back to sleep again for about 10 minutes and went to prepare to go to Parkway Parade as miting Sis Jun at 4.30pm.I took bus 335 to Jurong East Interchange and changed to bus 197 to Parkway Parade. When I reached Parkway, I was late and reached about 4.45pm and Sis Jun was late too as she messaged me at 4.15pm that she just left the church office and was late also. After which, Sis Jun and I went to her house for cell group and mit Yiling at her house, swimming pool as she was waiting for us there.

When we reached her house at 152 Haig Road, Sis Jun introduced her family to Yiling and me. After which, we went to her room for our cell group. Sis Jun talked about Pre-post Encounter-Deliverance.

It’s ended at about 7pm and we chatted a while before we left the house.Yiling and I went to take bus back home, Yiling took bus 40 back home while I took bus 14 back to Clementi, supposely took bus to Clementi but I stopped at City Hall and messaged Priscillia whether she was working not, then she messaged me that she was working and ended her work. In return, I asked her whether she had taken her dinner not and mit her at Bugis at 9.15pm for our dinner at Bugis Food court.

After we had our dinner, we decided to catch a movie at Bugis but there are only 2 shows which we did not want to watch so we walked to Shaw Centre and it also showed 2 movies. At last, we walked to Suntec City to watch 'Superman Retuens' at 10.35pm.It was a nice show. After the show, it was already 1am plus and Priscillia took cab home and she back home at 1.36am by messaging me. As for me, I walked to Somerest to take NR5 back home and when I reached me house bus-stop, it was already 3 plus. After which, I messaged gap to wake me up tomorrow as I was afraid that I later could not wake up.

Few days, no blog

Few days, no blog

Wow...I have few days,no writing blog as busy doing my projects.Going to Sok Wai and Kristine house for RTO and SBM projects.Today,I have to wake up early as I have my C.C.A. outing.My C.C.A is Interact Club.Nowadays,alot of things happen,I even being accused by someone.So angry and stress up...Haiz...no mood to blog now. I'm so hurt again and again.Why let me hurt again,God!!!So sad...

After church,going to grandma house

After church,going to grandma house.

This morning,I couldn't wake up as last friday,I went to Esther's birthday chalet and I did not sleep till Saturday,7am and doze off till 10am as have to check-out before 10.30am.

During the trip to Lakeside from Pasir Ris,I slept the whole journey and when I reached home,after I bath,I also went to sleep till around 8 plus and my hp rang and I woke up.After which,I couldn't sleep and I called gap,Joy and Amelyn.After which,I went to buy dinner.After I taken my dinner,I went to sleep again till the next morning,till gap called me @ 6am and I went back to sleep again till my alarm rang and it was 6.45am.I quickly went to bath and prepared myself as miting gap,Esther @ 7.30am @ Chinese Garden 1st cabin.

During my journey to Expo,I slept again.Around 8 plus,Jun messaged me and I was like surprised and shocked.Mit Yiling @ 8.45am @ Hall 9 and we went in to look for Jun as she has to serve.

After the service,Jun,Yiling and I chatted for a while before going off.Andrew & Jun went to take cab while Yiling & I went to take train.Yiling went back home while I went to grandma house.

I reached grandma house @ 1.15pm and had my breakfast and lunch together.