Going Out With My Sweeties

Journey with Meiling,Sabrina & Gary

This morning,i wake up at 10am as yesterday night,i can't sleep as thinking of today appointment with my sweetie...I slept around 4am.
I woke up and went to the fridge to see if there's any things to eat.I'm so hungry so i opened up the fridge,i found a tin of red beans,my favourites..
Haha..After i took the red beans,i turned on the computer and started to play game,Maple Story...I played for 45 mins then i closed it and started to write blog as i now feeling excited as quite long time no see my dear sweetie.We meet 2015 at Yishun,North Point Entrance.I think i have to end here as i have to go bath,going to school for my E-maths lesson at Jurong East not my damn fucking Maths teacher at Admiralty.Haha... I have to carry on later of the day after i meet my sweetie.I will let you all know the details of meeting her.Haha...

I went out of my house at around 5.50pm in order not to let my mum see otherwise she will start the story of nagging and i will be the one going crazy.When i reached Yishun,it's only around 6.45pm.After that,i went for a walk around North Point.Around 7.55pm,Sabrina aka Sabie message me telling me to wait for them at MacDonald.So after i received the message,i just went down to Mac to wait for them.

Sabie reached around 8.25pm as i kept looking at my Handphone time. Then around 8.35pm,Meiling called Sabie and we have to walked out of North Point near the Poh Heng Jewelrally shop opposite OCBC Bank. When we mit Meiling and Gary,we sit in the car and Gary drove us to the coffeeshop near North Point.We had our dinner there.

After we have ordered our meals,Meiling wanted to take photo of Sabie and me but i shifted away as i don't want in the first place then Meiling came in between us to close up the gap and Gary took a photo of us together.After the first photo,Meiling wanted another one which included Sabie and me.

After the photo session,our meals came and we talked at the same time we had our dinner.I ordered Ban Mian.

Meiling asked me why i don't want to go church,so i told her i have to work.I told her maybe next Sunday,i will go down to service.She asked me to call her if i go down on Sunday,she can accompany me even Sabie also.After that,Meiling and Gary went off while Sabie and I walked to the MRT Station.

We went to the restroom first after that i called my friend as i said after meeting my friend,i will called him.So i gave him a call,surprisely he wanted to send me home.After i hang up the phone with him,i asked Sabie if she wanted him to send her home,she kept saying NO as she told me she wanted to go Junction 8.So in the end,i sent her to MRT Station. Before Sabie went into MRT,the gateway,we had a small talk...After that talk,i feel better a bit.Thanks Sabie...

After sending Sabie,i called Mint,asking how is she?She said she is rushing her Report and don't know how to do.I know she paniced but i told her relax,take her time.After that,we hang up the phone.

After that,i went to mit my friend and he drove me back home.While he was driving the car,Mint messaged me,thanking me and ...I reached Jurong at around 11.15pm.I thanked him and he drove the car away.

Then i went to the coffeeshop,opposite my block.I stayed till 11.45pm then went back home.

After i reached home,i turned on the computer and started to write my journey today.After a few minutes,my mum woke up and started her nagging again.I was so fed up,almost wanting to scold her back but i did not do it as now it was too late,in the middle of the night...

Thanks once again,Sabie as u asked me to cool down and said not worth it.After u said those words,don't know what happened,after a few minutes,my mum eventually stopped her nagging...Haha....

P/S: It is a day when i won't forget you all.Thanks for being here for me... I love you all...

Airport

SENDING MY FRIEND

This morning,i woke up at 8am but i dragged myself on bed as i can't open up my eyes and yesterday night i have to worked and reached home around 12am,slept quite late.Hmm....around 2 plus in the morning.So in the end,i woke up at 8.15am and i quickly go and bathed myself and went to airport by taking MRT.

In the morning as usual there's a lot of people in the train.I have to stand till City Hall,i finally found a seat so i sat down.While travelling to Changi Airport,i slept.

When finally reached Changi Airport,it's around 10am.Wow...it took an hour plus to reach sia..When i reached airport,Terminal 2,first i went to washroom to release myself after that i went to call my friend up.She is at Terminal 1,so i went to sit the Sky Train to Terminal 1.When i reached, Terminal 1,i walked to counter 1 to meet her.She was talking to her friend.Her friend name called Vivian.She is from Taiwan,Taipei.She just known her and released that she is going back from her holiday in Singapore.She is 26 years old,older than me by 1 year.Haha...

After that we went to Staff Canteen to have our breakfast.I took Vivian around the canteen to introduce foods to her.In the end,she chose Duck Rice.While we were eating,i asked her where she went around Singapore.

She told us that she went to Sentosa and found herself missing her way. But in the end,she found her way out.I even asked her whether she have went to Orchard for a walk and she replied NO.So i told her next time,when she came to Singapore again,call us so we can bring her to Orchard for a walk around.

After we finished our breakfast,we went to the Departure Gate as they have to go for check in.Before they went in,Vivian took a piece of paper asking me to write my MSN and address so i wrote down.She even wrote down hers.After we exchanged our address and MSN,they went in.I say Bye to them and take care.

After i sent them off,i called my god-sis who lived at the East Area to checked whether she is free for a drink but she was not free so we said another time and i hang up the phone.

I walked to the station to travelled back home.When i reached Boon Lay Station,i went to Jurong Point to the washroom at level 3.After that,i went to Arcade to play.I played for a while then i took bus 157 back home.I reached home around 2pm.I rested for a while before i have my lunch. After my lunch,i rested on the sofa and turned on the TV.I watched TV till i slept on the sofa till around 5pm as my HP rang.It was my boss called. Haha..But in the end,i no worked la as too tired le.Around 7pm,my mum,brother and i went down to have our dinner.But in the end,we went to the HP shop to enquiry my brother's HP.My mum also upgraded her HP so in the end,we ate our dinner around 8pm.My mum even said next week,will buy me a new HP,Nokia 6610i.I was happy but i did not showed out as i was very tired.After our dinner,we went back home,and i turned on my computer to write my BLOG.Around 9.30pm,my friend,Kenrick called me asking me tomorrow free as he wanted to go church but i told him,i have to work so probably 2 weeks later lol.Haha...

Can Stop Nagging At Me,I can't take it!!

Stop Nagging Anymore,CAN??

Yesterday morning,i overslept as i not feeling so well.I slept till 10am in the morning.Then around 11am,my grandma ask me today no school,i just say overslept as i don't wish to say so much as whenever i not feeling well,i just don't wish to talk.If i don't answer,my granma will say to my mum so in order not to,i just say overslept.Then in the evening,my mum was back home,my grandma say to my mum,i no go school.And my mum in the end started to shout at me,ask me why i no go school.I say,i overslept and not feeling well.In the end,i kenna the scolding.What the fuck is it.And she started nagging again...
In the evening,in order not to hear my mum nagging,i wanted to went downstair to relax my mind,but when she asked me where i went,i just say downstair PASAR MALAM.And again,she started nagging all over again.I just want to relax my mind,let my ear have some peace,also cannot.Damn Idiot!!
Help me,i'm going crazy sooner or later....

Year 2005

In the year of 2005

I started my journey to study for my O levels at Business Marketing Commerical,BMC.I was excited as its a new school for me.I did not go back to CHEC.Don't ask me why as i won't be jotting down.Some personal things,this is what i can tell you all..Now,studying at BMC is like shit,everything go hay-wire.My favourite subject,E-Math,gone hay-wire. Simple Algebra can't do.Sob Sob...What to do?My mid-year exam result came out,all red except Chinese.Don't know what to do?I feel like a failure in life.My members do help me in my weaker subjects but now as you know,i have to work in order to go school to study and also forget someone which hurt me.Till now,i still can't forget my friends,who care for me as really when i need them even in the middle of the night, they were here for me. I really love them and why must these things happened to me??Help!!!

My father have ******** and they are getting divorced also...What the heck is this?This make me more hate my father.I'm not going to forgive him...

Continue My Life

But later of the year,i became like not myself...I feel hurt as my tribulations were not over yet.It still continue on...I wonder when is it going to finish?I still go back to church but not so fervent as before.
In the year of 2004,i changed from part-time to full-time job in order to make me busy so i won't bother to think how hurt it is.As time passed,my cell group is still here for me,they never give up on me.Although i sometimes no going to church...I really grateful of what they had done for me.I even wanted to set my mind to settle in this church forever.
When i decided to it,my mum somehow knew about it.And she even told me that if i baptise,she will disown me,and i still remember that day was on friday,when i was about to go church.I was bothered n confused,i dare not tell anyone,even my leader and cell group members.It was kept in my heart till now then i decided to write it down as this is the page where i can write down 'my feeling' down.
I still remember during my 2004 birthday,we were in Singapore Indoor Stadium,SIS to attend Weekend Service with Rev.Dr.Ulf Ekman and also there was a carnival going on,at 13 and 14 November.On 14 November, after the service,some of my cell group member and i went to City Hall,the Raffles City to have our lunch.After our lunch,they celebrated my birthday,i was surprised and happy.Thanks for you all.After the celebration,i had to go back to celebrate with my mum.Same thing,my father did not come and celebrate with me.I did not feel anything as i already knew this is what i always get...After celebrate with my mum,sister,brother and my da jiu jiu and some of my mum's friends who i known,i went to another party...Haha...So memorable...
At the end of the year,i knew Sis Lisa went aboard,i managed to get her email address and i started to email her...

MY LIFE

What is going on in my life?

I came to this world in 1980.My world is really damn fucking...

When i were a baby,my father did not supported my daily escential...This was what i heard from my grandma...Sad hor..

Whenever,my milk powder had finished,my father won't give my mum $ to buy milk for me.Only,my grandma,gave my mum $ to buy,otherwise i won't be here in this world...

Since young,my father is like that le...don't really care for us..

When i started to grow up,i already hate my father...who don't care for us,pocket $ for family...nah....

That's why,i hate him...A lot of things happened in my family,but only my mum support this family...

She is the greatest mum i ever had although she nag and nag...

When i were young,i always hide my emotions,feelings inside my heart...don't tell anyone how i felt...That's why,my mum is so frightened of me getting some sort of illness...

Till i reached Secondary School,i started to open up my heart to my peers & friends...

In the year of 2002,my friend cum penpal,Darren,invited me to his church,City Harvest Church,CHC.

I was nervous as i never went to church before.When i first stepped in,the urshers welcome as a close friends.I was a bit stunned...In the end,i was saved by the blood of Jesus...which means i am a CHRISTIAN...

At first,my parents really disagreed me going church...But i insisted going and our relationship became not so good...We don't have the laughter,we supposed should have...but in the end,my mum let me go to church...as i pray along the way...

In the year of 2003,i entered a school call City Harvest Education Centre,CHEC.I was retaking my N level as i wanted to pursue a higher qualification for my future prospect. Along the way,there's some tribulations going on my way...I ended up having relationship with a non-christian...Oh dear,my leader found out this things and started to talk to me about this relationship... In the end,i broke off with him,i'm sad,cry...but without their care,i think i almost burst to madness as i really love him with all my heart,just like i love God... Then my tribulations not over yet,still to come along...my friends broke relationship with me,we fought,cried..I even wanting to die,letting them to punch me... Eventually,i seldom going back to church...My leader and members came down to talked to me,hoping me to go back to Him...So....i went back.