Should I forgive her?

Should I forgive her?

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am and went to prepare to go school.Today,not feeling so well as last Saturday,whole night having diarrhea.No strength for the yesterday.

Yesterday evening,my leader,Jun called me and asked me how am I feeling?& what am I doing? I replied her that I was playing com game.And she was surprised and I told her I just woke up and started to play.She asked me not to see com for so long and rest well.After about half an hour,I off my com and went back to rest.So 乖 hor..Haha..不要脸！！哈哈。。。

Today,after lunch,she came up to me and apologise to me with a drink and I rejected her drink. I felt that she need people to tell her what to do?I don't like it lol.I don't like to force people of what they don't wana do lol.If she is sincere and wana this relationship,she will do it even without people asking her lol.

I just felt that she is not sincere at all.All things just wana people ask her to do then she will do. If not,she will just turned her back to us and see..What does it mean by that?

She is Christian and I'm also.That doesn't mean oh i see,so forgive her.No way,this is not my pattern. And moreover,I broke my record le.Most people did this to me and you know what I will do?I will just ignore them and won't talked to them and walk off but as for her,I did not do it,I still talked to her but ONLY for projects that's all.

Is it that I am christian,easily to be bullied?????I know that we should love our enemy as our neighbour but she really hurt me too deep le.Saying things that I did not say.If she wana this relationship,in the first place,why she did it??Is it I look like easily bullied??

Why must she apologise after 1 week of school reopen then said?Is it that you all tell her what to do?During the holiday,I even online and she didn't even say sorry to me.but my friend,she do say so.Why???? Is it that my face say I can be bullied!!!

I just hate this feeling...So please don't force her if she don't wana say...

She email me and said that she is sorry and she is in the wrong of telling my friend the wrong info about the project, and didn't say sorry at that time.She ask me whether I can forgive her and be friends again?She say that 'what you want me to do to seek forgiveness...?kneel down before everyone and seek your forgiveness?What you want me to do?as a christian we should not hold grudges...everybody will do wrong...I know I that time hurt u very badly.. please forgive me..I won't do that again...it won't happen again..can we be friends again,please??'

What should I do?I see her,the incident just came into my mind and it made me very pissed off...I don't know what to do?

Anyone can tell me what to do?If you will me,will you forgive her?I need some opinion from you all,thanks alot.

Diarrhea

Diarrhea

Today, I did not go to church for service as I’m having diarrhea yesterday night till this morning. Then I found my medicine and ate it. After that, I went back to sleep.

This whole Sunday, I felt very uneasy as not really in good condition, stomach pain and felt sleepy. God, come and heal me!! Heal your child. Amen!!

Charity Walk

Charity Walk

This morning, I woke up at 6.45 am and started to go and prepared to go to the Padang; 政府大厦 for the ‘Charity Walk in colliabliation with the National Day. I mit my sis, Yvonne at Redhill Mrt 1st cabin. When we reached City Hall, we are late but the event started at about 7.30 am. After which, I mit Jun, Andrew and Hiliary at Padang. We walked the red route which was shorter route with the disable people.
After the event which ended at 11 am, Yvonne and I went to Suntec while others went back. We walked and shopping. At about 2.45 pm, we left Suntec and Yvonne went back home while I went to Jun place for cell group. I reached about 3.45 pm.
Yiling today not coming as she was down with flu, Joanne miting her friends at Sentosa, Jocelyn had to work.
Yuting and I were in the cell group and Jun preached the message called 'Prayer'. How to pray?, Areas of our needs (Matthew 6:1-15) and the full Armor of God.(Ephesians 6:10-17). After the cell group, Yuting and I went back. Yuting went to the library while I went back home. Reached home around 9 pm.

Bursting Day

Bursting day

This morning, I woke up at 8am and very tired but I promised my mum that I will accompanied her in the morning to NTU for her interview.

We left our house at 9.30am and we took bus 198 to Jurong Point then transfer bus 179 to NTU.

After her interview, we took bus 179 back to Jurong Point and went to NTUC Fair Price to buy things. After which, we went to KFC and had our breakfast. We ordered the new dish called ‘Chicken Chop meal’ set which cost $5.95 each. After our breakfast, we took bus 198 back home. Reach home at 12.30pm and I went to washroom and left house as miting Joanne at 3pm at Katong shopping centre for lunch. I took bus 99 to Clementi and transferred bus 14 to Katong shopping centre. While in the bus, Kristine called me and talked about the RTO presentation which Hannah sent her and making Kristine and I going to burst.

After which, Joanne and I went to have our lunch and went to Jun place for our cell group. Jun fetched us to her house at Katong shopping centre with Yuting together.

Jun talked about the last pre-post encounter, the power of God’s word. 2 tim3:16-17.
Jun also taught us of “TIGF” means “Today, I put God first.” We ended our cell at about 6 plus in the evening and left her place quite early.

After that, Yuting and meiqin went to Parkway while Yiling went back home by taking bus 40 and as for Joanne and me, we took bus 12 to Suntec City. We had window shopping as I felt very stress and wanted to distress myself and Joanne accompanied me.

Thanks Joanne for accompany me to walk and walk even you don’t like to walk. Really appreciated you as my sista and thank God for putting you in my life.

I reached home at 11pm and went to change and went down-stair to connect to Internet as my room, there was no connection. I stayed till 2am then went back home, messaged Joy and bath.

Clubbing Day

This morning, I woke up at 12 plus in the afternoon and after which, I studied my work and around 5.30pm, I went to prepare to go Dong house as Jerry birthday which falls on Saturday. (Early celebration.)

At 6pm, I went out of my house to prepare to go and mit Wendy as miting her at 7pm at Fajar Lrt control. While, I went out of my house and started to cross the road, I remembered that I forgot to bring Jerry’s present so I turned back and walked back home to take.

After that, I messaged Wendy informing her that I will be late. I reached Fajar at about 7.20pm. After which, we went to Dong house but she was not in (went back to her family house to have dinner) so we went down to have our dinner.

We left her house at 9pm. After which, I went to Bugis as miting Jenny at 10pm. She was working Paslar Malam. I reached her place at 10.05pm and I saw her packing. After her packing, we went to Havelock Road, Central Square. We suppose went to SKY PUB but there’s a lot of people and no place for us. So we went to NETWORK MILIEU for a drink. Inside the pub, Jenny ordered 2 jugs altogether. Jenny sang two songs, one is Hokkien song and the other one is Chinese Song.

We left the place at around 2am and she waited for my friend, Alvin to come and she left by taking cab back home. Alvin and I went near to Chinatown, 24 hours coffee shop to eat. After that, we separately took cab back home. The fare was $18. After I alighted, I went to 7-11 to buy a packet of Lemon Barley to drink.

When I was about to cross the traffic light, Ah Heng called me and I sat down there and chatted till 4am and went back home. I reached home at 4.10am and went to bath. I slept about 5 plus in the morning.

Miting ChingYi,Priscillia & Christelle In the Evening at City Hall

This morning,I woke up at almost 7am as Tine did not wake me up as she always overslept and forgot to call me.Haha...Anyway,Tine,thanks for waking me up without fail.

I reached school at about 8.05am.It's Ms Chin lesson and the classroom is B2203 but changed to B2205 as the room did not have Internet Access.At 9am,Mr Wee came into B2205 for seeing Ms Chin performance.After Ms Chin lesson,it's Mrs Ang lesson but she did not come to class as she had meeting regarding of the Giodano Scholars so it's still Ms Chin lesson.

At 11am,it's co-op lesson but we don't have on Tuesday as we had it on yesterday.So we went to Clementi Interchange to have our lunch.We took bus 106 to Clementi Interchange with Wai Wai,Hazel,Mary,Bei Bei,Hannah,Tine and me.Bei Bei and Tine stayed at the comic shop at the MRT there while others went to KFC and had our lunch.For Bei Bei and Tine as they had rice in the morning during break time so they were not hungry.

After we almost finished our lunch,Tine and Bei Bei came to look for us and afetr which we left the place.At about 12 plus,I went back to school alone as I had to find Mrs Ng for my blouse for the Giodano Scholar while others stayed at Clementi to walk.

I tried the guy's shirt as the blouse did not have my size.After which,we had our OIT lesson at 2-4pm.

Today,Mrs Tay did not come as she is on course so relief teacher take over and we had to do our OIT Projects for this 2 days which is today and tomorrow.At 2.55pm,I received a message from Mrs Ang who told me to inform the scholars to go POT room to find her at 3pm.So only Aish,Ilah and me went.Kris went back home as she not feeling well.

I was so angry and almost vomit blood talking to Mrs Ang as regarding on the blouse things.I almost explained 5-6 times then she realised it.Haiz...so angry and upset over it.

After which,we went back to class B6101 and continue doing out OIT Powerpoint Project.At about 3.30pm,our relief teacher,Mr Wee released us early at 3.30pm.Wow....so good!!!

We took bus 99 back home and I alighted at my house the bus-stop and walked to 7-11 and chatted for awhile.Theresa told me that her 2 nephew miss me and I went back home first then went down again to see them,both.

When I was about to leave 7-11,it's pouring heavily and Theresa gave me umbrella to take and thanks Theresa.After which,I took bus 98 to Lakeside MRT.While I was waiting for the bus to come,I saw Suri and when I boarded the bus 98,I saw June and we sat together and chatted till I reached City Hall at 6.30pm.June is in Simei ITE,Accounting course.

After I mit them,we went to SMU opposite to have our dinner at Kopitam together with Christelle, Ching Yi and Priscillia.We had our dinner discount of 20% as Ching Yi using her SMU card for the offer.Priscillia and I bought the same food,XIAO WAN MIAN at $3.20(usual $4) and Ching Yi bought food and Christelle did not eat as she was not hungry.

After that,Christelle went back home taking bus 7,while Ching Yi went back to school to do her project and Priscillia and I went to SIM LIM SQUARE to buy her MP4 at the cost of $170(usual $190).

After which,I had stomachache and went to Bugis to use their washroom and then had a chat with Priscillia for awhile.After which,we went back home.I took bus 51 to Jurong East Interchange and took bus 335 back home.I reached home at about 11.30pm.

First Day of Cell Group

First Day of Cell Group

Today, I woke up @ 1.30pm, Sis Jun gave me morning call and I woke up but after putting down the phone, I went back to sleep again for about 10 minutes and went to prepare to go to Parkway Parade as miting Sis Jun at 4.30pm.I took bus 335 to Jurong East Interchange and changed to bus 197 to Parkway Parade. When I reached Parkway, I was late and reached about 4.45pm and Sis Jun was late too as she messaged me at 4.15pm that she just left the church office and was late also. After which, Sis Jun and I went to her house for cell group and mit Yiling at her house, swimming pool as she was waiting for us there.

When we reached her house at 152 Haig Road, Sis Jun introduced her family to Yiling and me. After which, we went to her room for our cell group. Sis Jun talked about Pre-post Encounter-Deliverance.

It’s ended at about 7pm and we chatted a while before we left the house.Yiling and I went to take bus back home, Yiling took bus 40 back home while I took bus 14 back to Clementi, supposely took bus to Clementi but I stopped at City Hall and messaged Priscillia whether she was working not, then she messaged me that she was working and ended her work. In return, I asked her whether she had taken her dinner not and mit her at Bugis at 9.15pm for our dinner at Bugis Food court.

After we had our dinner, we decided to catch a movie at Bugis but there are only 2 shows which we did not want to watch so we walked to Shaw Centre and it also showed 2 movies. At last, we walked to Suntec City to watch 'Superman Retuens' at 10.35pm.It was a nice show. After the show, it was already 1am plus and Priscillia took cab home and she back home at 1.36am by messaging me. As for me, I walked to Somerest to take NR5 back home and when I reached me house bus-stop, it was already 3 plus. After which, I messaged gap to wake me up tomorrow as I was afraid that I later could not wake up.

Few days, no blog

Few days, no blog

Wow...I have few days,no writing blog as busy doing my projects.Going to Sok Wai and Kristine house for RTO and SBM projects.Today,I have to wake up early as I have my C.C.A. outing.My C.C.A is Interact Club.Nowadays,alot of things happen,I even being accused by someone.So angry and stress up...Haiz...no mood to blog now. I'm so hurt again and again.Why let me hurt again,God!!!So sad...

After church,going to grandma house

After church,going to grandma house.

This morning,I couldn't wake up as last friday,I went to Esther's birthday chalet and I did not sleep till Saturday,7am and doze off till 10am as have to check-out before 10.30am.

During the trip to Lakeside from Pasir Ris,I slept the whole journey and when I reached home,after I bath,I also went to sleep till around 8 plus and my hp rang and I woke up.After which,I couldn't sleep and I called gap,Joy and Amelyn.After which,I went to buy dinner.After I taken my dinner,I went to sleep again till the next morning,till gap called me @ 6am and I went back to sleep again till my alarm rang and it was 6.45am.I quickly went to bath and prepared myself as miting gap,Esther @ 7.30am @ Chinese Garden 1st cabin.

During my journey to Expo,I slept again.Around 8 plus,Jun messaged me and I was like surprised and shocked.Mit Yiling @ 8.45am @ Hall 9 and we went in to look for Jun as she has to serve.

After the service,Jun,Yiling and I chatted for a while before going off.Andrew & Jun went to take cab while Yiling & I went to take train.Yiling went back home while I went to grandma house.

I reached grandma house @ 1.15pm and had my breakfast and lunch together.

Early reach school

Early reach school

This morning,Andy(Yellow bike) gave me morning call at 6am as I yesterday reached home late and worried can't wake up in the morning.After which,I went to bath and called gap and Joy.

I reached the bus-stop at 7am at Kristine bus-stop.In the end,the bus came at about 7.15am and borded the bus.We reached school at 7.35am,so early.

During the 1st 2 hours,I slept the whole lesson as I was very tired.After the lesson,Mrs Wo asked me what happened to me as I slept the whole 2 hours lesson.I told her that I'm very tired.

Thank God,I pass all my RTO Progress Test.Really wana thank Him as I did not really study,I just browse through.

Thank God for His mercy upon me.

Today,boring lesson

Boring Lesson

Today,was a damn boring lesson.Morning SES class supposely 8am-10am but it became 8am-9am,after which we went to Retail Stereo for our RTO lesson from 9am-12pm.

So bored lesson and I almost sleep in the lesson.At 12pm,I was having lunch,after lunch we went to class 208 for our EFC lesson from 1-2pm. After which we went to com lab to use the com to discuss abt the face-to-face role script from 3-5pm.

After the lesson,I went to Mary house for awhile and proceeded home.

Later in the night,I went to meet gap at 8.30pm to go Raffles and attended a talk together with Law.

Reach home around 1am.After which chat on the phone with Joy.

Going out with Yellow Bike

Going Out with Yellow Bike

Today,after school which is on Tuesday.I ended school at 3pm but the lesson ended early at 2.30pm so I messaged the yellow bike called by Kristine.Haha...

I waited for him till 3.30pm then he came and fetched me.After which,he drove me back home to bath and then we went to Great World City to have our dinner.We ate Western food,new store.The food is nice.

After our dinner,we went to level 4 to watch movie but the ticketgirl told us that now don't have any seats as all the halls were been booked.So we went to Plaza Sing to watch.

When we reached,we saw a lot of people queueing up at the ticket office.In the first place,we not so sure of what to watch as all was screened at 9 plus and supposely I wanted to watch the show "Just my luck" but it was screened at 9.10pm so instead we watch 7pm show which was "Suprising show"

The "Suprising Show" was tittled "Thank You For Smoking",it was a nice show.We watched till 9pm and after the show,I messaged gap and asked her if her prayer meeting had ended? She replied me that it had ended and they were eating(whole cg,W192 & E392) but sis selena was not there.

We did not go as there was no parking lots so we went to Chinatown to have frogleg porridge. Yummy...yummy...

After we finished,we went back home.He drove me home and it was early so we stayed at my house downstair for a chat then around 12am,he set off while I went back..

Today have 2 test

2 test today

This morning,I woke up at 6.40am and gave morning call to my gap and Joy.After which I went to prepare.

As usual,gap went back to sleep again...

At 8am,there was SES test and after which there was RTO test but thank God as RTO test became assignment. So good and thank God for the blessing...

After school,at 4pm,we went to Clementi Interchange Macdonald to celebrate Mary's birthday which fall on 28 June,her 18th birthday.

After which,Mary came to my house and we went downstair to do her bio-data for the school. After which,Mary and I went to Esther house.At about 8pm,Mary went back home and Poh Cheng and her friend came to Esther house.

Go 2 service

Going for 2 Services today

This morning,I woke up at 7am and called Joy to wake up.After which,I went to bath and suddenly I stomache pain and stayed in washroom.

When I walked out of my house,it was about 8.05am and in the end,I was late for the sevice which started at 9am as I reached Expo hall 9 at about 9.20am.It was already worship time.

After the service,Jocelyn went back first as she needed to go to work and I went to foodcourt to had my breakfast and lunch and waited for Joanne as she wanted to go for 1.30pm and I accompany her.

After the afternoon service,Joanne and I went to foodcourt to have snack and after which I went back home.

I reached home about 7.30pm and had my dinner.I had BAK KU TEH for my dinner.It was delicious.My mummy prepared the dinner and smell yummy,yummy.

Community Works At Meiling Street on Saturday

Community Works At Meiling Street On Saturday

This morning,I woke up at 6.45am as at 7am, I needed to give morning call to my classmate for those who were on duty.

At about 8am,I went off my house and walked to Kristine house downstair to meet her and we went together to MRT station to meet Hannah.

We mit others at either 9.30-9.45am at Queenstown MRT control.After miting them,we walked to Meiling Street,Block 151.

We played games with the senior and encouraged them.We even chatted with them.It was fun,enjoyable and memorable day.

We left at about 12pm and we took MRT to Orchard with Kristine,Bei Ying & Jia Li while other went back home.We went Orchard to do our RTO project and we walked till my leg was in pain.

After the Projects,I went to Thomas Medical Hospital to see Meiling,Sweetie...as she just give birth.

HOW I KNOW? SABRINA MESSAGED ME AND TOLD ME.

After which,I took bus 143 to Jurong East and transferred to bus 198 to home.I reached home about 8 plus.

Damn Idoit

Damn Idoit

This morning,as usual I woke up at 6.30am and did the same things.Morning call and so on..

Today,very surprising,I felt like kind of energtic in the morning.At 11am,there was a talk about the Changi,25 Anniversary shopping festival at the transit hall in the airport.After the talk,we had an interview for those who were interested.

I went for the interview and I'm the first as according to register number.After the interview,I went to access room to find Sok Wai,Kristine,Bei Bei & Jia Jia.We on the MSN and chat for awhile.At around 12 plus,they went back home while Mary & I have to stay back for the dialogue session with the principal.

Before going to Bukit Batok ITE,we had a breifing in our campus.Damn idoit lol..Teacher said that time there's a talk about it also and one of the students talked about the computer and next day,the principal came down that few days to eveulate and they were like so shocked and asked us to like what words to say lol.Damn....

This can't say,that can't say...about facilities of the campus.And other west campus like BUkit Batok,Balister,Ang Mo Kio etc..said about the facilities of their campus and we like shut our mouth...They said about the washroom facilities,co-op irregular timing etc...and we like can't say..Haiz...

Mary & I was like listening till going to explode.I not sure whether Mary do think the same not but as for me is confirm,I felt like going to explode and started to said all *%*# coming out. So annoyed and just can't take it.

Damn Idoit..

Thank God for Your faithfulness to me

Thank God for Your faithfulness to me

Yesterday,I whole day at school sleeping as I ate medicine as I was having fever and my fever is up and down so it's really hard for me to listen to class and moreover I ate medicine too.

When I was back home yesterday,I slept the whole day and Thank God for His faithfulness to me as He cured my fever.

This morning,I went to school and my fever had already subsided.Thank God and Thanks for you,my friends your prayer.

After school,Hazel,Sok Wai,Hannah,Kristine and I went to Jurong Point to buy present for Mary as her birthday is approaching.

Ammelyn came to my house at around 7.45pm when I was about to reach home.

Out with Andy

Out With Andy

This morning,I woke up at 6.30am sharp and I went to prepare to go school.It's raining heavily when I'm awake.I called gap at 7am and then went to prepare my journey to school.Just as I was about to call gap at about 7.20am,Esther called and I asked her to call gap again as I had feeling that she will went off to bed again.True enough,She went back to sleep.

Thank God for blessing me a speedy recovery of fever.During SBM lesson which is after lunch,I felt that my whole body became warm and after SBM,I went to canteen with Kristine to buy things as I was feeling hungry.

During CTR lesson,I slept the whole 2 hours as Mrs Tay was doing role-play with others group.
Today lesson ended at 3pm as my lesson for SBM and CTR all moved up as today there was no Co-op period.

I went back home after the lesson and went to bath and mit Andy at Jurong East at about 5pm.

Andy went to IMM instead of Jurong East Enterinment so I took shuttle bus to IMM and mit him there.We went to the Kopitam to have our dinner.I ate Korean Food while Andy ate Chicken Rice.

After which,we went back to Jurong East Enterinment to watch movie,Garfield 2 at 7.45pm.
It was a nice and quite funny show.Those who have not yet watch,I prefer you go and watch and enjoy the show with laughter.

After watching the movie and arounnd 10pm,Andy and I went for a spin at his bike.We went to Holland Village to go for a walk and at there,Andy met his customers(Zouck customers).

We went to have supper at the Hawker Centre.We had the 'Hao Jian' and drank fresh starfruit drink with salt.After we had finished,we took his bike home and I reached home about 12.15am.

Had an enjoyable time with him...

Tired Day

Tired Day

Today,I woke up at 6.40am as I was very tired and couldn't wake up.In the end,I was being called up by my mum.I quickly called Joy and gap up and I went to wash up.

At about 7.05am,Kristine messaged me and asked me if I'm ready and she had already go down to the bus-stop so I quickly changed and went down to meet her.

Today,Raining and thank God,I do bring my jacket to school otherwise I'll freeze to death... Haha..During the first 2 period which was SES(Selling Skills),I slept in the class as usual.Haha..

Thank God,at last the locker was out and we(R1) was so happy and my locker number is 407 and beside my locker is Kristine which is 412.

After the lesson which ended at 4pm,I went back home and started searching for the web which SBM teacher,Ms Anna Chin asked us to look for the web about Partnership and Sole Proprietor.

Haiyo...I going crazy ah...Can't find the web and Ms Chin did not tell us which website to look for and I was like searching high and low for the damn...it.

Hope I can find it as soon as possible.

At about 8pm,I mit gap and Esther at Jurong East for dinner.After which,we went to Imm,Daiso to buy the padlock at $2.After which,we took bus 99 back home.

Today,Sleep only 40 mins

40 mins

This morning,I woke up at 6pm as to have to wake my gap up and we go church together.I only slept 40 minutes as chatted with Long till 5.10am then I can't take it and told Long let me sleep for 20 minutes and woke me up at 5.30 and we chatted again.

But at 5.30am,Long did not call me so I slept till 6am then my alarm rang and I woke up and called my gap.

At 6.30am,I mit Esther and Long at opposite 7-11 and we sat the train to Chinese Garden to mit my gap at 7am and we together sat till EXPO station.While going together,I slept in the train.

We arrived at 8am and Law was down at the train waiting for gap.Wow...that's early,man.My service starts at 9am lei..Haha..So I intended to walk with them to Hall 1 then walked back to Hall 9 where my service is.

After the service,I took Jocelyn's car to Bedok Mrt Station and took bus 222 to Wendy house to see her baby gal...Her baby gal(3 mth).As for Mandy,she went for a coffee at EXPO alone.

Thanks Jocelyn for riding me to Bedok Mrt Station.God bless you.Thank God.

At about 12.45pm,I called gap and checked if her service has finished and just in time,her service just ended.We mit 45 minutes later at City Hall Control and we went to Raffles City for our lunch at the foodcourt with Esther.

After our lunch,we went back home.Gap went to Esther house to do make up while I went back home to sleep.

I slept till 11pm then woke up.What a nice sleep!!! Thank God for granting me a wonderful sleep.